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Frenkieee
mighty real

Registered: Sep 2005
Location: Breda, the Netherlands

Speaking of gayness..

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**This is very real and serious** I am an 31 yr old Straight male.

I was bored a few months ago and started taking some pictures of myself with my cellphone, which I've never even considered before as I don't consider myself sexy at all. I was looking through them and most of them were of my butt and back, nude. I found myself getting turned on by just looking at them. I thought it was a little strange so i gave into it. Was this a mistake?

Few weeks later I have masturbated to these pics about 30 times. Again strange but I thought it was just a phase. Then I went as far as to take a short video of me from behind, rocking back and forth, spreading a little. Then I masturbated while watching it back as if I was playing both partners, even finishing and imagining it was inside the butt in the video.

To make matters worse It has recently cost me a relationship with a good women. We were dating for a few months. We had sex for the first time, a few days after I had experimented with the video (she didn't know anything about it). I found that i could only get an erection if she was in the doggystyle position. After 45min I could not orgasmn. While she had her head in the pillow I took out my phone and looked through a few pics. I came almost immediatly. She inquired as to what as going on. It seems that I had slid out of her and was grinding in between her buttcheeks and had came in the small of her back, subconsciously thinking of the butt from the pic.

After a shameful shower we sat down and had a heart to heart talk. As if it wasn't enough pressure being out first time, now she had a weirdo on her hands. She was nice about it and we are still together, but we haven't had sex since. its really getting awkward and i'm afraid the damage is done.

This has me kind of worried. Am I sick? I thought it could be some kind of vien thing, but I'm not a pretty boy or I think I'm even attractive. I honestly don't think there is anything wrong, but am afraid of what this means.

I would appreciate any help or comments. I really need to figure this thing out.

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The replies would have been better if this had been posted on 4chan.

Apr-05-2009 10:19 Netherlands

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wing
Supreme tranceaddict

Registered: Nov 2008
Location: TERRA

LOLLERS

JUST FINISHED READING IT

GOOD SHIT

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Apr-05-2009 10:31

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Halcyon+On+On
Liebchen

Registered: Sep 2004
Location: midcoast

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Apr-05-2009 10:40

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Slylee
love lockdown

Registered: May 2001
Location: Hollywood, FL

quote:
Originally posted by Halcyon+On+On

yea speaking of gayness...hi

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Originally posted by notelfreak
man i can't believe i tried to come off as responsible in that other thread, i am so full of shit just don't tell anyone

Apr-05-2009 13:01

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Dervish
Your opinion matters.

Registered: Dec 2003
Location:

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DaBratOfDaCeNtUrYX3
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Join Date: Apr 2009
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DaMn PaPi -No Bueno'
I Feel ya. I am a 29 f. I had a boyfriend 4 year and he had some of the same fantasies. being a a kewl downazz chick I let him give the three way a try wit me of course. Well they say careful wat you wish for papi, he got into it that they basicly forgot about me and he took it in the azz for about 3 hours.

I was like, yo fool you got wat you wished for. he was not happy. he was pooping taco mix for week son. No joke. He was so self concious he used one of my panty liners in his underwear to make sure he didn't leak or get embarrased at da gym. I understand ya gotz to be a freak, but like I sayd careful wat u wish for.

-Tu Amo
-QuEen PeA aKa RaSkAl "Q" Da ReAliSt BiTch

Hahahahaha

Apr-05-2009 13:08

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Ivand
look under my location

Registered: Aug 2005
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Yes, the jokers need to butt out. I don't mean to be a party pooper, but making a crack, or being cheeky is just going bum the poor guy out. Behind this tail is a fundamental dilemma - and it's a shame it tookus so long to get serious. Come on, give him the hole truth and he'll be over the moon.

hahahahahaha

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Apr-05-2009 14:38 Czech Republic

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Mr. Pink
Furiously Happy

Registered: Dec 2003
Location: Atlanta, bitchezzz

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Anyway sex with the wife pretty much stopped happening, as she could never compete with my own butt. Liife's cruel joke that I could never have sexual relations with my own butt.
LMAO!

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