Dear Devantes...
Sorry if some of you feel this is a waste of a thread but I need to get my feelings out in the open, out in public, maybe then he will know.
As some of you know, Devantes and I are on a "break." Well the break is due to my indecisiveness about the relationship and my lack of consideration by lying to him, actually I withheld information from him, which was like lying, thinking that it would be better then telling him the truth but I succeeded in hurting him, something I dare not want to do. 
Anyway I just want you to know Devantes, how much I miss you. You told me in an e-mail that you don't think I realize how much you think about me, but in actuality I don't think you know that I think about you every minute of every day. Not seeing you for almost 3 months blurred my perception. I started focusing on only the negative aspects of our relationship rather than concentrate on the positives. The fact that we share the same passion for music, for trance, means so much to me. I'm sure other TA's can agree. You are the only one that understands my love for the music. And the fact that we can understand each other on that level makes you all the more special to me. Seeing PVD at EXIT was good, but it would of been awesome if I could of shared it with you.
I know you're confused right now like I was before, but I'm not confused anymore and I know what I want, and that's you. And I'm gonna tell anyone who wants to hear it:
I WANT DEVANTES~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't imagine not being with you. Please say yes...
Hmm ok that's all I have to say. Thanks all you TA's for your time. Cross your fingers for me~!!!
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