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to be fair, my situation was not as bad as some of the other addicts who were in my "rehab". my abuse of alcohol was really an addition to depression; not just an entity in its own. that and i just wanted to celebrate as much as i could before i left town. that, coupled with not really caring about much else except drinking, led me to get in pretty bad shape, especially at work.
i've been sober for over 5 months now. i've gone out to bars a few times, but just drank red-bull or nothing at all. it doesn't bother me to see others drink. and quite honestly, if i had one, i wouldn't be down the same path as i was. had i kept going like that for a few more months, its possible things could have gotten even more out of hand.
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