Are you naked? If not, then how long ago were you? Why? When will you be naked again?
A crumpled up towel was between my ass and my black computer chair just a few minutes ago. I was about to get high while completely naked and watching random videos on Youtube and other places. Then I was going to listen to some music when the drugs kicked in full force and just zone out for a few hours. But my mom came in and interrupted. Luckily I didn't start yet.
This is NOT like before, though! This high is more of a reward than a ruination of my life. Since I'm so much more motivated these days, I decided to scramble my neurons for a little bit before unleashing the new, super-productive me on the world.
I'm going to be naked in my room tonight with my headphones blaring. I'm going to lock the door and tell my mother not to disturb me. This is going to be one awesome night.
A night like this won't come for quite some time. So I'm definitely going to enjoy this last psychedelic voyage. I'm completely quitting until I have a shitload of money in the bank, no debt, my own place, a metric fuckton of new skills (planning on getting a Phd in Mathematics and a minor in Music, perhaps), and at least 3 new girlfriends (the one I have now is worthless. I'm dumping her ass or just going to keep her as fb).
At least by the next time I get high again, I'll be super awesome. And naked. Very naked. As in physically and emotionally naked.
___________________
"If she's old enough to crawl, she's already in position." -- Pedobear
|