It was a dream i had never had before. I'll spare you all the details but it was one that put me in a certain position that you have never been in before but had thought of being in this position and thought you knew exactly what you would do.
Well i got myself into that position last night (dreaming) and it shocked me to my fucking core. I woke up with my stomach twisted. I couldn't believe what I did or should i say didn't do.
It went against everything i believed in. I feel like i don't even know myself now. It's all very strange. I know it was a dream but if i got in that situation in real life would i do the same thing?
Ahh fucking horrible. What kind of person does that make me? I mean, you're yourself in your dreams right? I hope not.
I just had to let it out.
BTW it wasn't about doing harm to anybody. It was about not saving the person i loved...
Nov-04-2009 14:13
DimaShibby
Suspended User
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Location: United States
Nov-04-2009 14:19
Slylee
love lockdown
Registered: May 2001
Location: Hollywood, FL
if the situation you dreamt about is something that you've thought about while awake, then it makes sense.
your dreams consist of many random things that go through your concious mind while awake and living life...and then later when your body shuts down and you're sleeping, it's like your mind just randomly picks out little thoughts here and there that you had while awake and mashes them all together. i mean think of movies you've seen, situations you've daydreamed about, actual situations that happened, etc...millions of things just packed in there in the back of your mind that you're not aware of and then they come out at night by no choice of your own.
you'll be ok, just have some coffee and breakfast and shake it off. i've had some horrible nightmares that had me waking up with lots of anxiety.
my mom drives me nuts like 80% of the time and i've had some pretty vivid dreams of me beating the crap out of her and screaming horrible rotten things to her lolol
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man i can't believe i tried to come off as responsible in that other thread, i am so full of shit just don't tell anyone
Nov-04-2009 14:19
Chris Crossland
Duke Silver
Registered: Jul 2003
Location: London
quote:
Originally posted by Slylee
if the situation you dreamt about is something that you've thought about while awake, then it makes sense.
your dreams consist of many random things that go through your concious mind while awake and living life...and then later when your body shuts down and you're sleeping, it's like your mind just randomly picks out little thoughts here and there that you had while awake and mashes them all together. i mean think of movies you've seen, situations you've daydreamed about, actual situations that happened, etc...millions of things just packed in there in the back of your mind that you're not aware of and then they come out at night by no choice of your own.
you'll be ok, just have some coffee and breakfast and shake it off. i've had some horrible nightmares that had me waking up with lots of anxiety.
my mom drives me nuts like 80% of the time and i've had some pretty vivid dreams of me beating the crap out of her and screaming horrible rotten things to her lolol
lol
I can't eat anything, I feel like I'm going to throw up. I'll watch Buffy to forget about it lol
Nov-04-2009 14:35
MSZ
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Registered: Jun 2005
Location: kill me
last night i dreamt someone stole my fucking dog. not cool.
Nov-04-2009 14:44
Fibonacci
Supreme tranceaddict
Registered: Aug 2007
Location: somewhere drinking, whore-mongering, chain-smoking, and gambling - all with an in-your-face attitude
you had a horrible dream, and now you're going to watch buffy - you must be some sort of sick masochist!
Nov-04-2009 14:44
Slylee
love lockdown
Registered: May 2001
Location: Hollywood, FL
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Originally posted by msz
last night i dreamt someone stole my fucking dog. not cool.
i have a dream that involves wild animals (like a lion or something) and my dog quite often. like we're out somewhere and i'm aware that there's a wild lion around and i can't get my dog to come to me and i'm freaking out that the lion will see him and eat him in front of me. i wake up and bring my dog on the bed and hug him lol
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man i can't believe i tried to come off as responsible in that other thread, i am so full of shit just don't tell anyone
Nov-04-2009 14:51
Cpt.Cocaine
Supreme tranceaddict
Registered: Dec 2008
Location: Montreal, Quebec
My mom has this crazy dominant dog with some husky blood and wolf-like behaviors. One time I dreamed that she was eating people.
That was a good dream though.
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Nov-04-2009 15:07
squirrelly
The Phun Nun
Registered: Oct 2003
Location: In the Shower
So you let your girlfriend be killed in your dream to save your own life, eh?
Originally posted by squirrelly
So you let your girlfriend be killed in your dream to save your own life, eh?
fucking douchebag.
Ever watched "28 Weeks Later"? The scene when the guy leaves the house was by far one of the most morally revolting scenes I've ever seen in an otherwise "no rules, just fight" sort of film.
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Nov-04-2009 15:33
Slylee
love lockdown
Registered: May 2001
Location: Hollywood, FL
hey dying for someone is serious business lol
only people i would die for are my future children and husband.
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man i can't believe i tried to come off as responsible in that other thread, i am so full of shit just don't tell anyone
Nov-04-2009 15:33
squirrelly
The Phun Nun
Registered: Oct 2003
Location: In the Shower
I'd die for my mother and my boyfriend without a second thought.
