well yesterday i got off my 12 hour shift and headed to the bar....i work from 10 am to 9:30 pm...so i went to the bar and the two worst things that ever could be told to me were...i find out my friend magda died earlier in the morning and that the chick i have been dealing with for 2 years is all of a sudden dating some guy out of nowhere... the only one that really bothered me was the death of my friend magda... if u ever met her you would understand why i am so upset and why this world has lost one of its greatest treasures... she had it all looks personality brains...this girl was something special it brings a tear to my eye when i picture her in my mind... it seems whenever a friend of mine passes away its always the ones with the most potential the most lively ones.... i pray for her and her family...she was an amazing girl and i feel blessed that i even knew her.... the world works in wierd ways... may god rest her soul and may she rest in peace till the day we meet again....
it hasnt hit me yet....i know how it works...its usually at the funereal home that it hits me and the shock takes place...i have been thru this before...and i know all of you are wondering how she passed away...well she had to get a bone marrow transplant and she didnt recover from the operation and was in a coma for the last 2 months...so we were kinda expecting it but still had very high hopes for her...it makes me think when a friend dies...like i said before it always seems to be the most lively ones that pass away..it makes me think that maybe once we fulfill our life's duty and reach personal peace which she seemed to have (and what my other friends who passed seemed to have) that is when u die when ur timer ticks its last tock... one thing for sure every friend ive ever had pass on me seemed to have one quality in common i just cant put my finger on it...well may they rest in peace...
now the second part of the bad news..the girl ive been dealing with for 2 years, the girl ive cared for and loved for 2 years all of a sudden is dating some dude...this actually only hit me 5 mins ago...i started thinking abt it...and i really got angry all of a sudden out of nowhere shes dating some guy???? where the fuck did this dude come from??? and who the fuck is he??? like i have been dealing with this girl on and off for 2 years...things were going smooth this is fucked!!! i feel like honestly finding this guy and beating him down...nobody cuts my grass! like shit i understand ive been busy lately and havent had the chance to talk to her in a week and a half....but shit i got to make $$ too...like u just dont end 2 years without saying a word....this isnt right....she could have at least said something...like where the fuck did he come from!!!and i get a message when i get back from work that she called...shell prolly pretend like nothiing happened too...fuckin whore.....i dunno this is fucked everything is fucked i need some rest now i got to sort things out...i got a funereal to go to tomm morning ...and so much she changes in the span of 5 secs when u hear news...right when u think ur on track another obstacle is thrown in ur way...thats how life goes i guess
*sigh* Eric man, I dunno what to say...life's a bitch, esp when people who should not be taken away from this planet are just gone like that. Just glad that magda affected you in that way. As for your g/f going out with that other guy out of the blue, wtf? Makes me glad I'm single and have never had a g/f, no need to put up with bs like that. I mean she could at least tell you what's going on before hooking up with that loser. I dunno man...all I can say is shit will work out somehow.
Aug-10-2002 05:14
Endre
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Registered: Apr 2002
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shite, that sukk major azz man, how did you make it to survive all that?
but hey, your frined there who died, sorry for that, but shes in heaven now and clubbing with God and hes mixing skillzz
and that dude, i say find him and kick hes sorry ass, steal your girl you have been with for 2 years? fukk that man, kick hes ass right away.
Aug-10-2002 05:20
Essential1
Supreme tranceaddict
Registered: Aug 2001
Location: Brampton
Sorry to hear about your friend...deaths are a hard thing to cope with. My cousin just passed away 3 days ago so I know how you feel. I hope u feel a little better in a few days or weeks. btw, what school did she go to when she was in school? I'm just asking b/c I knew a girl named magda a few years ago who also had a sickness of some sort (i can't remember what she had), and I hadn't heard from her in a while. (u may think i'm crazy, but i'm really worried her. i have my reasons to believe it may be the same girl.)
And the thing with your girl, no matter what happens just always remember that women are evil. God created man to fit his perfect image, then he created women with the leftovers. That's the way i see it, b/c i've had nothing but bad experiences with women.
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Aug-10-2002 05:31
tranceDJ
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Registered: Feb 2001
Location: USA
quote:
Originally posted by Endre
and that dude, i say find him and kick hes sorry ass, steal your girl you have been with for 2 years? fukk that man, kick hes ass right away.
As for this you might be thining violence will make him feel better but it probably won't. If you talk to this girl and explain to her how you feel maybe things will go your way...u have to talk to her and stop sitting around wondering why she's doing the things she is.
As for your friend dying, I'm really sorry man. Life is a bitch and our friends can be taken at any time. This really should show us all to love our friends and not take the time with them for granted.
Hope you feel better man...I know this is more easily said than done.
Aug-10-2002 05:31
Essential1
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Registered: Aug 2001
Location: Brampton
quote:
Originally posted by Endre
and that dude, i say find him and kick hes sorry ass, steal your girl you have been with for 2 years? fukk that man, kick hes ass right away.
Nah, women like it when men fight for them. If you're strong enough to just let her go, the guilt will hit her like a ton of bricks.
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Originally posted by Essential1
Sorry to hear about your friend...deaths are a hard thing to cope with. My cousin just passed away 3 days ago so I know how you feel. I hope u feel a little better in a few days or weeks. btw, what school did she go to when she was in school? I'm just asking b/c I knew a girl named magda a few years ago who also had a sickness of some sort (i can't remember what she had), and I hadn't heard from her in a while. (u may think i'm crazy, but i'm really worried her. i have my reasons to believe it may be the same girl.)
And the thing with your girl, no matter what happens just always remember that women are evil. God created man to fit his perfect image, then he created women with the leftovers. That's the way i see it, b/c i've had nothing but bad experiences with women.
Damn right man... I've had the same, nothing but bad exp with women (if any exp) save for one or two. Why is it that way?? I don't get it, I do but I am not going to change just because it's what most GIRLS want. Fuck that. Just talk to the girl man, find out wth she's doing...
Aug-10-2002 05:36
zzleeper
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Registered: Jan 2002
Location: Lima, Peru
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damn,.. thats too sad... ...
i only could give advice to the second part: don't go after some girl that comes with shit like that... they're not worth it.
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Aug-10-2002 07:33
KilldaDJ
birth.school.trance.death
Registered: Sep 2001
Location: tranceaddict wants to know your location
Re: worst day ever
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Originally posted by Vivid Boy
nobody cuts my grass!
ROFL, thats funny
but the rest of it, mmm...
sorry abt ur friend and as for that bloke, kill him
Aw man that must be very hard for u mate, I really feel sorry about u.
Loosing 2 friends at such a short time is the worst that could ever happen, I know how u feel mate. I wish u a fast recovery and I hope U and your gf will be together again.
U cant get back your best friend but she will be in your heart forever and U will be in hers, the only difference is that she's not physically with u. But remember U will meet one day, for now, how hard this time is gonna be, u must fight your way through the misery, life goes on, better times will come I guarantee.
Cheers mate.
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Aug-10-2002 08:08
narcism
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Registered: Jul 2002
Location: Let go of my mind
just a thought
everyone here seems to think that by harming the "other guy" it will resolve something, my advice is instead of getting angry and letting ur anger out on him....
let it out on the girl this however doesnt mean to use violence or revenge... wat i find really interesting is that when u love someone so much and they hurt you, ppl always turn to the "other person" as its easier to hate them....and it gives u a v. justififed reason aswell... but
deep down u know that ur gf or bf wateva the case may be is the one to blame and the one that has caused all this trouble, n yet we dont blame them!
i myself found that when my bf sleep with my best friend that i was blaming her (still do ) however it took a while to work out that he is more to blame then her... its split 50/50 but we never take notice of the loved one as we dont want to hate them coz we love them so much....
So ill stop blabbering on.... my point being is to talk 2 the girl n c wats happening, n think about ur anger split it down the middle as the proverb goes "it takes two, to tango"
cheers...and i hope it all goes well for you
Aug-10-2002 10:09
junis
Senior tranceaddict
Registered: Apr 2002
Location: Den Haag, Netherlands
I know it sounds weird, but I had the same problem.
I had a g/f for 9 months and everything went OK. I thought I was realy happy with her, but the other day I met another girl and I totally fel in love with her!!
Realy weird, but it happens!
Try to ask why she did it... It makes it much easyer to cope with!
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Re: worst day ever
) however it took a while to work out that he is more to blame then her... its split 50/50 but we never take notice of the loved one as we dont want to hate them coz we love them so much....
