Cmon guys give me atleast one chance to redeem myself, I miss everyone, anthony, Liz, Manny, Eric, Ivan, Drillyou, and damon, Richard, Michelle,

I miss everyone, y'all need to comeback, i'm sorry for everything i said, I'm aware you all want me to take Dark angel's place in the suicide, if there was something i could do to help with wit it all i'd do in a heart beat.

Ps it was heaven when you were all around.

You've burnt more bridges than have been burnt during all of ww2. Good luck though

mate, I'm willing to give you a 2nd chance but like Faceplant said you've really pissed off a lot of people and not just in FLTA. I'm a believer in people being able to change.

Really just all the negativity and name calling need to come to an end immediately.

I'm not sure the other people on this forum will be as forgiving as I am.

Faceplant is right, but i changed meds and was so jealous that everyone else was getting gigs and i did the name calling the you suck and all. I called out donnie and went to gryphon heard his bro spin and his music sound fantastic on the grand system and i regret it since. I never knew 909-808 drums and percs can sounds that huge in a club environment. Its true its just i never go out and just stay in my moms house all the time. You guys were right, that i need to go out and experience what everyone else is doing. This place was thriving back in the day, so much fun and i ended it with the drugs and thats how it all started.

Don't blame drugs man. Drugs are just a tool to amplify your self and your personality. Everything comes from within

Yeah iw as gonna say something like that, i was born with my symptoms and the drugs just made it worse, i just can't cope when i'm high especially the laced shit i inhaled off the NYC washington heights area when i went to visit my dad, i smoked it everyday for half a year.

I just drink every so often now so I'm good couple shots and i'm alright.

U need a good hard trip to get into that soul and find the subconscious issues and face them. Either way I'm done here wish u the best of luck bro

Hmm, I have smoked on meds which was 2012 and the stuff was pure and the high was good. Good times, won't for forget, had a lot of fun. I been sober everr since other than drinks,


Anyway how, i have realized that this calling out name and such doesn't do anything good. I will never do it again. Yeah i'm chubby still living with my parents and if you want to make fun of me go ahead i won't attack you like how i did in the past. I just want to bring the love and greatness this board is known for.

You know Juan first thing that needs to be done is should probably apologize to some of the active members on here personally. That's the best way to start making amends here.

You shouldn't ever be jealous of anyone in your local scene, EVER. If someone is doing well and making it, you should do everything in your power to support that person because at the end of the day they are growing and exposing your local scene to a wider audience.

You and I are good. You apologized to me years ago.

I hope you can make things right with the members still around.

Yeah i know where to go and what to do. MMW is my chance rather than staying home.

I see how much damage i have done to myself reputation on here. How about another diet coke damon?

Yeah i deserve it, sorry for everything bro.