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K... here's what I have to say, some of you may not like it but whatever, I'm being honest...
Music-wise it was a pretty amazing party. I was a little disappointed in BT, but other than that, I think the tracks were generally great. Especially Ferry; for all who left early or hung out in the Guv because they didn't want to hear his set, you guys missed out on a lot. He played a little bit of everything, even some breaks. It was awesome.
Having said that, despite the music, I just felt for the whole night like something was wrong. I was having a good time from the meetup (that is, when people actually showed up) until about 1˝ hours into the club, and then again for the last 1˝ hours just because I was so into Corsten's set, but for the many hours in between I was feeling like shit. I tried really hard to not let it be a downer on anyone else's night, though, so I'm hoping I didn't upset anyone. If anybody cares enough to read my complaint and offer some insight, I'd appreciate it a lot, but if you have the desire to flame, then don't bother, because I simply won't respond.
Maybe it was just because I'd had a bad week and a bad day and way, way too much to drink, but even after I sobered up things didn't feel right. Other than the fact that there were supposedly 70+ TA's and I saw less than 15, it just seemed like the TA vibe fizzled out despite the TA presence. I'm not going to name names, because it probably wasn't even intentional, but some people (TA) I met in the club were very cold to me, and my unsuccessful repeated attempts at creating a rapport with them left me more than a little insecure and hurt, to the point where I just couldn't take it. I think one or two of you may have noticed me sitting on the couch doing nothing like a crackhead, but rest assured I was completely sober at that time. Most of you who've met me know by now that I'm pretty upbeat (even when griping), and friendly, but once inside I'm also very shy and have a hard time hearing, and I felt like some people gave me an unnecessarily hard time because of that.
Anyway, just wanted to say that. I guess it's partly my fault for getting no sleep this weekend leaving me crabby and hypersensitive, and not bringing a friend that I can talk to if stupid shit happens. And again, I'm only saying that I personally had a rough night, I think it was a good party in general. Personally, I felt much better after Gielen.
Blah... anyway, I'm going to sleep, or try to anyway. Talk to you later. Sorry for the long-winded rant, maybe I won't even care in a few hours.
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