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I've attempted suicide twice in my life. 2 yeas ago i was feeling hopeless and decided that my status was neverending pain, anger, frustration and jealousy. I thought it wouild never go away. I tried to hang myself. Woke up in a mental hospital, stayed for w eek, got released. I had lied to myself and the doctors that i was OK. As soon as i got out, i attempted it again. Pills and cut wrists. I had almost died in fact, woke up in the hospital, then rushed to another mental hospital. 2 years forward, look at me now. I'm (anxiously) going to college, gaining my independence, meeting new people, things are GREAT!!! don't do it!
Darkness will pass!
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. and i stress the word TEMPORARY!!!! I thought i was going to fail school, never finish mends with my family ,never have a group to hang out with. It was a hard 2 years, but i am so glad i didn't die, because everything has changed, and for the better, and it will happen to u toO! don't do it!
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Thank You and Goodnight
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