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a biased basis that grows
this is in no reference to any specific bias, just the whole concept of being bias. my thoughts have changed about whether being bias was right or wrong. since i was a child i always thought racism, profiling, being bias was wrong. though i do still see it as wrong in most cases, my views have changed over the years, as i grow to experience and meet more and more people of those particular sects. the sect could be a nationality, political party, religous group, economic group, whatever.
i mean, lately ive met more and more blacks that have been very aggresive, mean, 'thugged out' jerk-offs. and lately, i cant help but feel when i see a random african american walking down the street, a bit biased, because about 60-70% of blacks that ive met have been dicks, or wankers as you euros would put it. also, many poor citizens ive met lately seem to have some issue against me because my parents paid for my house, car, and school...
i am not racist, i have just noticed i put up a wall inside when i meet a stranger of some faction that has caused me stress or discomfort in the past. maybe its my stress/discomfort that they have felt, and in turn reflect back onto someone of the faction i would belong to, and it just keeps going and going in a messed up circle, until people are just blatently racist.
but, as much as i KNOW racism, profiling, whatever you want to call it, is wrong, should i take the risk of being politically correct and nice only to have a somewhat good chance to be burned, because the statistics of my past experiences show a pretty good chance that i will probably be burned than not...
anyone else feel like this or have any input? please, dont take any reference to the black or poor thing, ive also met african-american/inner city people that i have grown close too, and would call very good friends, though they were fellow athletes, so maybe thats why they were cool with me, i dunno...
was this post too damned long for you to take the time to read? 
just something thats been on my mind for a while...
im not saying i should be racist toward a group if ive had bad experiences with someone of that faction in the past, its just i notice i am on guard and a bit more and closed off in certain situations, when i know the feeling is wrong to have without meeting that person as an individual. but you cant control your feelings, but you CAN control your actions of course.
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Unity in Diversity-
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