Moving from home...
Hey what's up guys?
Im finally moving out tommorow from home. Im finishing up my last 2 years of undergrad at a university (UC Riverside) that's about 6 hours away from here. I have been all excited about this for the last 6-7 months, but this week I just realized how much I'm going to miss my family and friends. I have a pretty easy life here, my friends are really cool I don't think I could ever make friends like these. It's hard for me to make friends I really don't know why, maybe it's just hard for me to let people get close? Plus, im really bad at meeting girls too, I'm that shy & insecure type of guy. And my parents, as much as I have told myself I can't wait till I get out of this place to their face, I'am really starting to regret it now. They give me everything I need. I just hope when I move I make it out there in the real world. I don't want to have to depend on my parents anymore for anything. I guess I'm scared. Are these just emotions just toying with me? My stomach is feeling nasty like it's just dropping constantly. I'm not crying or anything, just feel depressive I think, again, maybe scared... This is not the first time I have been on my own, the first time I was living in the same place (LA) but I would come home every weekend, drive about 4-6 hours every weekend. I promised myself and my parents I wouldn't do that this time.
Can you guys give me any tips on what to do? Not miss home so much? Make my new place seem a bit more homey... Im going to be living near my cousin, a girl that attends a school nearby. She also lives on her own. My best friend is moving to San Diego in about 2 months which is only like 1.5 hours away from me, so it won't be so bad on the weekends.
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