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i've got problems
So, i'm a scorpio. and i've always really felt like i fit the description very well.
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Being a water sign, Scorpio is considered highly passionate, imaginative, determined, persevering, inflexible and self-confident.
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lately, however, it seems as if the scorpio is getting the worst of me. i've always been a pretty passionate person, so much so that its just normal for me. example: when i kiss...i really do KISS...its not just some put my tongue down your throat or whatever. in bed, i always like things to last a long time...not just some quickie (at least, not all the time...nooners are fun every once in awhile, but both parties have to be cool w/ it).
but those (amongst other) things are coming off as "ways you express yourself if you want the next step in a relationship"...but to me it doesn't feel that way; and i'm not trying to portray myself as that, but i apparently cannot express that; and no matter what i say, doesn't make a difference to the other person.
i want to be able to avoid this (because its making me feel like shit) but at the same time, i can't just pull a 180 and be all stand-off-ish; cause its just not who i am. i feel like i'm watching Vanilla Sky and the other person thinks i'm the cameron diaz character when i really don't feel that way. (seriously, just cause we fucked 4 times, does not "mean something")
c0r version: what have you done to keep a "friend w/ benefits" simply just that? and have you ever been in a spot where the other party thought you were taking it "to the next step" when you really weren't?
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