Were mathguy and jooman - (gy) always insane. I remember them being rather normal and then pooof Ibogaine illuminati .....

Was their some sort of gestation period while i was a way a few months or were they always like this.

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They were always this way.

I swear it catalyzed or something. Level of crazy has got real strong with some on here.

That unique mix of hallucinogenic botanicals and intense religious doctrine can only either end up with an implosion on TA or a really successful cult.

Wow, imagine if W1ll Aslhey did Iboga

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Originally posted by DJ RANN Wow, imagine if W1ll Aslhey did Iboga

trying not to now but it's insanely difficult

Hey guys if you need someone to follow in your crazy cult. You can follow me. I will be your Jesus.

Now first order of business is cleaning my car for the spring. Ashely grab the windex, jooman grab the armour all. Its motherfuckin time we show these sinners what a real car looks like.

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Originally posted by DJ RANN Wow, imagine if W1ll Aslhey did Iboga

Damn

Your Jesus is also going to try to bag him a Mary Magdalene this Friday night so I also need my dry cleaning done. Mathguy go home and get your fuckin shine box

Where do I give off the indication that I'm insane? But yeah, I did join a cult at one point which fucked me up a bit, most of which Iboga seemed to take away. Just trying to readjust now and focus on work and a career path to get on with my life and get back to reality.

If it weren't for Iboga, I'd still probably be sitting home, scared shitless to go anywhere, etc. At least now I can function and feel capable of working again, etc. and no longer bother with the useless and harmful meds.

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Originally posted by AlphaStarred But yeah, I did join a cult at one point

Lol what. Seriously? Which cult? Have you talked about this before? I want to know more!! Did you get gang fucked by your elders??

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Originally posted by Silky Johnson Lol what. Seriously? Which cult? Have you talked about this before? I want to know more!! Did you get gang fucked by your elders??

lol, nah.

But yeah, it was a Messianic cult. I felt something very fishy about it as soon as I arrived, but went against my intuition and stayed there for about a month, had a severe anxiety attack or something, and kinda went nuts lol. Not totally nuts, as I never got violent or psychotic or anything, but more like severe social anxiety-nuts, don't-know-wtf-is wrong-with-me nuts.

I've actually seen other people from this cult that also got fucked, so I do believe there's definitely brainwashing involved, and I'm happy I gtfo of there when I did. I was also warned by other rabbis not to go there, and what might happen, but I guess I had to learn the hard way.

I like to think of it as a blessing in disguise, however, as it did make me more sensitive and open to life again, after living for some years emotionally numbing myself and not giving a fuck about anything, prior. So yeah, G-d willing all this will enable me to be a better person and finally choose on a career path and get on with my life, instead of just jumping around from one place/thing to another.

Well duh, that's exactly how brainwashing works - the people who want control break you down psychologically so you become dependent on them. Good thing you were aware of it and got out!

Military does the same shit. That's what bootcamp is for.

Physical training? Lol. Yea, right.

I'm glad I was mature enough in that regard to be aware of it and resist as much as I could.