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Re: That girl i LOVED is now GONE....personal vent.,
| quote: | Originally posted by tiesto14
Well about 4 days ago this wonderful human being told me this:
“I am growing such strong feelings for you, and I am too busy in my life to deal with something so serious, considering my work and family situation, so I don’t think we should see each other anymore, I need time”
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she's seeing someone else, doesn't want to hurt your feelings
| quote: | Originally posted by tiesto14
that is what she said to me….after she built me up higher then any other girls I have ever encountered in my entire existence…She made me fall in love with her….madley and head over heals.
Here is just a glimmer of what I felt like when I was with her…I will try and make you see…how she took me to a place like no other….every time I was in her presence this is what it felt like.---à
Picture yourself on an Australian beach, with pure white sand and crystal blue waters.
Picture yourself in a green meadow with the most wonderful spring flowers.
Picture yourself at the ultimate trance party with your favorite DJs
Picture yourself driving the care of your dreams
Picture yourself on cloud 9 or 7th heaven.
Picture yourself at every sunrise and set on the Mediterranean(sp?)
Picture yourself waking up in peace
Picture yourself in Utopia.
Picture yourself walking on freshly cut grass barefoot
Picture yourself without any fears.
Picture yourself with the girl of your dreams
Picture yourself surrounded by the worlds most precious arts
Picture yourself during a fresh snowfall
Picture yourself floating on your back on a lake on a summers day
Picture yourself so in love that sex meant nothing…it didn’t have to be.
Picture yourself surrounded by joy day in and day out.
Picture yourself listening to the most beautiful love song ever written.
Picture yourself reading the most sincere love poem.
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the exact reasons you have stated above are the reasons she found someone else. From what you've said in the rest of the thread I've come to the conclusion you like her a lot more than she likes you, and I don't know whether you've been in a relationship like that, but someone feeling that way about you, and you not feeling the same is the worst thing in the world, especially if you value there friendship..but anyway...
| quote: | Originally posted by tiesto14
Last night I pain stakingley called her….not sure why, knowing she said needed time to sort some things out…..but I did….and this person told me she met someone knew the previous night….i died.
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they'd been out at least twice before she told you she didn't want to see you, trust me. She's probably known him a fair while as well.
| quote: | Originally posted by tiesto14
I asked her
“how could you do this?”,
“How could you tell me I was the best guy for you then do this?”
“How do you not care anymore?”
I was devistated…my heart shattered in a million pieces….i cryed and cryed until 7am, pounding beer after beer until I eventually passed out….
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been there done that, never told anyone on the internet about it tho 
and I've never ever spent more than 2 days letting it bother me, and I've felt exactly the same way as you have.
| quote: | Originally posted by tiesto14
I had actually called her earlier in the evening last night….and she did not answer her cell phone…..she told me why…and it was because she was talking with HIM….. |
theres no bad guy, she can't help the way she feels, deal with it
| quote: | Originally posted by tiesto14
How oh how…can soemone speak so much to me then have a complete disregard towards me?…I never lied to her, I never made her cry, I never would of hurt her, she said she was falling in love with me….now she is with someone new…..she KNEW when I called her early when she was out with him that I was upset….and I gather she didn’t care and was enjoying her time with this new guy.
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as above
| quote: | Originally posted by tiesto14
I contimplated finding him and smacking him around…but then I have to remember it is not his fault…it is hers…..
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might make you feel better for all of 2 hours until the police come round and notify you the guys pressed charges.
| quote: | Originally posted by tiesto14
Why did she tell me she needed fucking time…I guess that was a nice way of saying it is over…but I assume when it all comes down to it…everything she said and did was a down right lie….
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yes, you love her, she doesn't love you, she's seeing someone else, what the fucks she supposed to do, tell you you've got a face like a plate of herpes?? come on, she's obviously not got much experience of dumping people...
| quote: | Originally posted by tiesto14
Nothing is worse then wanting the girl of your dreams…except for knowing she doesn’t want you and is with someone else……
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true
| quote: | Originally posted by tiesto14
When I hung up the phone with her…she said she was tired and had to go…..i told her I would not make it 24 hours with this pain….and I am scared it might be true….with every second my tears grow stronger…..my heart grows weaker…..i actually almost gave in……I beg to God all mighty to help me get through this…..
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you are a mentalist 
| quote: | Originally posted by tiesto14
2. Caring – I sometimes get panic attacks…and with her I had one…and she took my hand and I SWEAR TO GOD made me feel better in less then 5 seconds….she always asks me how I am and if I feel ok….the type of girl you would not be embarresed to cry with…very sweet and always ready to listen to my problems. |
no matter how many women say they want a sensitive, caring man who's not afraid to cry, they're all lying (most of them), the whole panic attack and crying thing is going to make her think you're a weirdo (I do!  )
| quote: | Originally posted by tiesto14
3. Unselfish – I started jogging again and told her one day that I don’t like to do it because I cant listen to music…and I could not buy a cd player…so next thing I know 2 days later she gives me hers that she used all the time….and I begged her to take it back..but she would not…always thinking of others. |
you have a fat ass, she wanted rid of it, end of
| quote: | Originally posted by tiesto14
6. Innocent – she is 20 and has only had sex with 3 guys…far from a slut…which is very good….
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holidays don't count then (just kiddin)
| quote: | Originally posted by tiesto14
8. Trustworthy – Since she never cheats I can trust her to be faithful…and for some reson I can sense she wont lie to me…I have extreme trust in her,…which I may add I have never had in ANY girl before. |
and she dumped you..... extreme trust is a bad thing
| quote: | Originally posted by tiesto14
HERE IS MY FINAL POEM TO HER…..
-Do you know how sometimes you get that feeling
-Like this time I’m sure it’s for real?
-Do you know how sometimes you think you have control of things
-That you are most certain to know how you feel?
-Do you know how it feels to listen to every word
-Or recall every touch you shared?
-Do you know how it feels to have someone for your world
-Someone to rescue you when you are lost and scared?
-Do you know how it feels to be afraid all the time
-Of the other person making you cry?
-That you’ll be forced to say such things
-As don’t leave, I’m sorry, and finally goodbye?
-Do you know how it feels to find someone special
-A love like that which is so hard to find?
-Do you know how it feels to be madly in love
-And then cruely be left behind?
-Do you know how it feels to rush things up
-Afraid everything will pass too soon?
-Do you know the feeling of complete emptiness
-When your beloved one leaves the room?
-Do you know how courageous one must be
-To pick himself up on his feet?
-Do you know how hard it is to find away
-To again normally eat and sleep?
-Do you know how it feels to have your heart crushed
-Yet you still have such string feelings, isn’t it just silly?
-Do you know what that does to a person?
-Do you really?
To Tania my first, my last, my everything.
why did you do this to me??? |
mentalist
thats not as cruel as I thought I'd be, guess I was just in a bad mood the other day
how old are you by the way?
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