Not trying to read too much into it but I want answers, knowing I'll never get them but it still bothers me. I'm sad but I'm angry. Raul & I talked A LOT about personal things he went through so I know deeper into why he felt the way he felt about MANY things.

It just hurts more than even I could have imagined. Sadly, we sometimes get so caught up in our lives that we forget to ask the people we care about how THEY'RE doing.

w/e I am going to stop before I begin crying all over again.

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i still can't believe what happened. i don't even know how to express myself.

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Originally posted by FallingMoon Boomie what did he mean by that though? Do you know who he was refering to?

Frenchie, FB, and Frenchie drama. Nothing serious.


Seemed like he was looking forward to the new year which made me think all was good.

Damn I am really sad to see this. I just met him for my first time at the TA BBQ bash. RIP hope you're in a better place.

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i still have the videotape he gave me of one of the FLTA parties he recorded and all the debauchery that ensued.

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Originally posted by 3xx3r7 i still have the videotape he gave me of one of the FLTA parties he recorded and all the debauchery that ensued.

Yeah so do I, the roof party in orlando 2004

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Originally posted by LaMiLf They are so much better and different, that People receive them much better than Flowers. AT LEAST I DID !!!

True story, they are the best gift EVER.

I am going to send his family a card or flowers. I cant imagine, if I am feeling this confused and sad, how his closer family and friends feel.

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I'll remember Raoul from this party, when he visited Toronto few years ago. Man, shenanigans galore and Raoul had such a good time

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Originally posted by chinamon not true. i say "ugh" but i am a tranny.

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Originally posted by kotsy lol colour me retarded

Take a look at this thread, my last post:

http://www.tranceaddict.com/forums/...1&forumid=43&s=

If you think this a great idea, let me know.
Besides that idea, I will make this weekend a Tribute To Raul Trance Set, to dedicate it to him and the love for trance music.

I know a few favorite tracks, but if you know more, let me know,
I will def play them in my set and post it here.

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Originally posted by markusschulz I just found out about this and I am crushed. He was such a nice guy. Those days at Space, Voodoo Lounge and Mama Mia will resonate with me forever. You could always count on him being there. I also remember my birthday party that was put together by the FLATA's. He was there running around the park with such a big smile. Thank you Raul for being there for me. I hope that I was able to bring some joy to your life. Your legacy will live on forever through the music that you inspired trance artists like me to make and play.

really nice of you to post this, Markus. Im sure he would have appreciated this a lot.....

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I just heard the horribile news from Brian(Vtec Junkie). It's so sad. I didn't know Raul like many of you. I met him in 2005 at PVD@Space. And every year I went to the conference I always bumped into him one time or another in Space. He was always cordial and respectful from what I remember. I hope his soul is at rest. And my condolences to his loved ones and to the whole FLTA community. May you all be blessed with the strength needed to help you get by. Raul won't be forgotten as I'm sure he will continue to live on in many peoples thoughts and prayers. R.I.P. Raul.

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Although I have never met DA... The Love that he has from everyone on these boards is amazing. My deepest condolences to his friends, family and all loved ones....

May he now rest in peace....

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