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Well, I've been living alone for about a full year now. I'm visiting home for the first time in a while. Overall it's been a pretty good experience for me - though, sometimes, I get lonneellyyyy, so lonnelllyyyy, living on my own. [watching that freddie mercury video right now] I couldn't imagine having roommates anyone. I've learned to hate pretty much everyone. I think that this is a bad thing, yes??
I'm just so comfortable by myself, in spite of being lonely, that, when I hang out with friends, I can always look forward to being alone again. This has been, as far as I can tell, very negative when it comes to the relationships I have with girls. Then again, maybe living alone has nothing to do with it. But still, I just don't have time for girls shit anymore, if I'm not particularly interested in them. These 2 girls both keep inviting me out to these stupid parties, electro house type shit. I'm like "nah, I'm busy getting wasted in my place watching old japanese movies. if you wanna come over later and get freaky then i guess drop me a line. Maybe i'll get back to you." Because of this, my only relationships with chicks are purely sex-oriented. Maybe I'm ready for something more tho.
While my drinking has slowed down since 2 years ago, I'd say that it's still up over this past year. I'm going to try to stop drinking at home altogether - well, maybe 1 bottle of wine a week if I'm cooking a nice dinner. I find that I'm more motivated to accomplish the things I need to when I'm happy. Nothing can get in my way at those times. When I'm down, though, I won't leave bed for days at a time. I'll walk around my apartment wrapped in a blanket with the blinds drawn and the lights off.
Living alone is teh best.
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