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Stumbling through the dark
I desperately outstretch my hands
Searching for something to grab onto to keep me steady.
Finding nothing,
My hands fall back to my side
And I can feel the breeze catch
Through my open fingers.
Leaning against something
I catch my breath and wonder
If I can go on alone,
With no one to be by my side.
Among my footsteps
Lay pieces of my broken heart, scattered.
Face slack,
From all the sadness.
Eyes tightly shut
I have trouble breathing
Knowing that you're not here with me.
Numb, I can barely move.
I strain my ears,
Trying to hear something in the distance,
Hoping to hear even the slightest of a whisper,
Telling me I can make it through this.
Struggling to keep alive
The only hope I have left and failing.
I hear nothing
Where is my gallant knight
On the stallion
Who comes and rescues me
From my world
And brings me to a palace
Where we can live
In love and peace forever?
Where is this saviour of mine?
Isn't he supposed to show up
On his gallant steed
And whisk me off of my feet
And kiss me with the most passionate of kisses?
Take me to a meadow somewhere
Filled with flowers
And tell me
What true love indeed means?
Shower me with affection
That someone like me deserves?
I closed my eyes
And let the sound sink in.
For that three minutes and two seconds,
Nothing mattered.
For that three minutes and two seconds,
I was in my own little world.
For that three minutes and two seconds,
I was left alone to myself.
How can you claim you care
Knowing we’re going to hurt
How can you say you miss me
When you know youre going to leave
How can you lay there and hold me
Knowing you cannot stay
How can you want to get closer
When I want to push away
How can you say the last thing you want to do is hurt me
When you know it is inevitable
Why cant you understand
Its torture
That I cant understand my heart
Because I must block its path
I think that's enough.
___________________
aka Tits McGee
aka Chesty LaRue
aka Busty St. Claire
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