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the long version.
1) Why have you left your country?
originally, i left my country because of my dad's job. i was 11 and we moved from mexico to brazil, and then to shanghai, china when i was hitting puberty. it could be said that i matured in shanghai, and i'm therefore attached to the place.
im in canada at the moment, but not for much longer at all. in fact, im only here to continue the education i left when trying to settle and become self-sufficient in china about a year ago. i think im willing to give it another shot.
2) Do you think of ever going back to your homeland?
i dont think so. not at all.
ive tried, and [see 3)]
3) What troubles did you have when you arrived? Culture shock, difficulties with the language...
arrived where?
in brazil, it was the language at first. you know that spanish is similar to portuguese, and it took me a bit less than a year to be fluent in it [fluency is gone now; i understand the language completely but a few specific words have completely vanished to my subconscious. get me drunk and they'll surface].
in shanghai, it was the culture at first, and language played a part in that. again, it took me about a year to adapt completely to both the local and international communities in the city. combine that with the maturing i was going through, and i'm left stranded in the culture.
it's ironic that my own culture gave me the strongest shock out of all the foreigns once i had never before experienced. i moved back to mexico in 2002, not voluntarily, of course. i lasted one semester, and, as mentioned, gave everything up to get back to shanghai. SARS struck and i was sent back to mexico soon after. i ended up here, in toronto, because it was supposedly a cosmopolitan city and the no.1 place to live in the world, according to the UN. it's cosmopolitan, but not enough; not like shanghai. it's no longer the no.1 place to live and i don't think it ever was or will be for me.
this ends with me going back to mexico next week, because of the lack of familiarity in this city for much too long and family matters. i won't last there; i know it. shanghai is probably my next real destination, with mexico being a stop-over.
ultimately, i would blame everything on my personality. it's getting to the point where that radiohead song applies to basically everywhere i try to settle; shanghai included. but at least it's more familiar than anywhere else.
im probably gonna end up in shanghai and franchised around asia.
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