I've got a cold.

No good

my teacher blew me off...

theres a required course we need to graduate called american problems... probs for short

anyway, he was checking our news logs today. we pick a subject and right a sentence or two about some current event every day. he finally decided to check them. i left mine at home so he said, i'll stay till 3:15 after school. get them to me by then.

basically get them to him by then or i'll have an F... not something i need to try and dig out of with only 6 weeks left in the semester. so i skipped a bunch of classes to go home and make sure they were really good, fill in anything i was missing. spent about 2.5 straight hours garaunteeing myself an A.

i ran back to school and got to his room at about 3:02 give or take a minute, and his room was dark, door closed and locked. i walked around for 10 minute and he was no where to be found. if he tries to blame this on me i'll fucking explode

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Originally posted by goonerjack I know that she liked me, but I didn't know how much cuz none of the people in our groups of mates are friends - so like we've always been in different groups. I couldnt really find out from a friend how much she liked me, so I just had to bite the bullet and find out myself. Fuckin sucks now tho! What do you mean by 'just change'?

Well, perhaps (you thought) at a time she once liked you as much as you liked her, but those feelings of hers changed while yours stayed the same? People change - they drift on, but the pain of never knowing, never throwing yourself out there for her would, in the long run, be far more caustic a feeling of self-loathing than you're experiencing right now.

I'm really sorry she doesn't feel the same, but that can never change, so there's no reason to fret over it. You can't change people - you can only change yourself. I face similar dilemmas, but situationally, fundamental differences remain. This sort of thing makes you wonder - was I truly in love, or was I in love with the idea of this person whom I had defined in my own mind? The only resolution is asking the object of your affection - it may seem foolhardy to let your feelings slip, but isn't the risk worth it? Despite the face of rejection, if there was a chance that this person feels exactly how you do, wouldn't you risk the world for the chance to know and to be at ease?

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Originally posted by Halcyon+On+On Well, perhaps (you thought) at a time she once liked you as much as you liked her, but those feelings of hers changed while yours stayed the same? People change - they drift on, but the pain of never knowing, never throwing yourself out there for her would, in the long run, be far more caustic a feeling of self-loathing than you're experiencing right now. I'm really sorry she doesn't feel the same, but that can never change, so there's no reason to fret over it. You can't change people - you can only change yourself. I face similar dilemmas, but situationally, fundamental differences remain. This sort of thing makes you wonder - was I truly in love, or was I in love with the idea of this person whom I had defined in my own mind? The only resolution is asking the object of your affection - it may seem foolhardy to let your feelings slip, but isn't the risk worth it? Despite the face of rejection, if there was a chance that this person feels exactly how you do, wouldn't you risk the world for the chance to know and to be at ease?

Profound ... of course in the long run it will be much better than never knowing, but at the moment everything else seems so insignificant. I wanna be happy, and even with my teachers constantly bitching at me, if I had that girl nothing else would matter. There just seemed something different about her, I know prettier girls and would even go as far to say I know more interesting girls. But I'd never felt the same about any other girl - it just seemed to me that something was right - obviously I was wrong

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Originally posted by goonerjack i got rejected by a girl that i've liked for ages, finally built up the courage to tell her but apparantly she doesnt share my feelings. i was on her 'friends' ladder i spose what's pissin u off today?

aty least you tried man, cant be blamed for that, you did the right thing IMO, better a "no" then "I dont know" belive me on that

as for me I feel fine, cause I ended a relationship yesterday in wich I wasnt feeling very well, and I actually feel reliefed cause I think its best for the both of us..

And my work out schedule is going well too so I feel better overall

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Hiya Jack, i feel really bad bout 2day, im sorry. We get on really wel and ur a gud friend of mine. Please can we stil be mates. Im sorry if i gave u the wrong impression or sumit, i was really flattered by wat u sed, but i jus wana be friends, if thats alrite? I hope it is. Sorry again, c u 2mo, Love Nikki*

Just got this in my inbox, and it's made me feel a bit better. Probs won't email back at the moment, might as well just wait till tomorrow. I'll let her know that she has no need to apologise etc... and that it'd be cool if we can still hang out together

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Originally posted by goonerjack Just got this in my inbox, and it's made me feel a bit better. Probs won't email back at the moment, might as well just wait till tomorrow. I'll let her know that she has no need to apologise etc... and that it'd be cool if we can still hang out together

sorry for being off-topic but thats horrible horrible spelling

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Yeah, that spelling is horrible. She seems nice though.

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Originally posted by Nou

That's alrite dude, really helps to get it out I think. Yours is a tough situation, and may just be one which you'll end up getting hurt in (like me) if you decide you do have feelings for her.

It's weird, although something like I did can really cock up a good friendship, I think it has the potential-ness (just stuck -ness on the end of the word there ) to make us better friends, which can only be a good thing. I kinda feel it's a lot clearer between us afterwards, and although I still feel like shit, over time I'll be able to get past that and hopefully have a very good friend. I suppose I've just gotta look on the bright side and realise that I gave it a shot and got rejected, but it's all experience, and if she said she was flattered by what I said it's gotta be good.

Tomorrow I think I'll take her aside and have a chat about it, let her know that she's got no need to say sorry and that she didnt give out the wrong impression - just that since I got to know her properly I liked her a lot more cuz shes a really nice girl... but I'd still be very happy if we cud be good friends etc.

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Originally posted by N|te-L|fe sorry for being off-topic but thats horrible horrible spelling

it's 'cool'

Oooh just realised, do I get any points for "I just wana be friends?" ?!

tbh, it seems as tho it would suck less if she said "Jack I think you're a right dickhead and you're as ugly as a donkeys ass"... it'd give me reason to dislike her at least!

okay, i'm just in a very weird mood

just find another girl and ask her out. There are a lot more girls out there. Some of them can spell



and nothing is pissing me off, besides that my special lady friend received 64 voicemails from her ex-bf yesterday......