Renegade, if I wouldn't already have a girl I love (and not only I "corespond" to all Ur points on the list, but I also feel the urge of asking her if I can be her pet and/or her personal slave, and I feel death while looking at her, I mean it's hard no matter what, I feel some kind of pain when I am with her too, I feel like breaking into thousand little pieces, something ripping me, not only my heart close to an attack but my whole soul wishing to evade my body and enter hers, to rest there for eternity) I would give up straight life and become Ur lover... that is, if U agree to leave the toilet seat up for me tho.
about how many times U can love, I think only once. I mean, ppl lost the notion of what "to love" means, that total devotion and constant desperation of seing the other, all combined with the neverending feeling of death when U look at heer and feel the infinity she holds within... U just know U love her, it's not only 'bout experience, more about emotional maturity I would say... They think any major crushes mean love, like if u feel bitter when she walks away that was love. think U should die tomorrow and tell Urself what is Ur regret. I hate the fact all the only way I can cry is within, bc it just hurts me like hell... and I don't put our erotism (eros-love related, do not think I necessarily reffer to sexual elements) on the first place, it's just something that comes in time...
plus, think of how emotionally overwhelming love is... Ur soul cannot survive a breakup from someone U love and then look for another love... after being hurt, the body reacts in self-deffense, never letting itself exposed again.
sorry to waste server space, maybe some think it is useless, or for others it is common sense. I agree, it should be common sense. but how many ppl around U found love?
P.S.>Mirunica, sa fii a mea pentru restul timpului... (sorry, I couldn't help it, I know it doesn't make sense to u guys, but...)
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