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well if the fact that if U screw up Ur gonna be a big-fat loser in life, with problems with girls (sooner or later, the good girls look at more than just Ur external appearance, they often need stability and what U've done so far shows them if U can oofer that or not) and Ur own existance doesn't motivate U, I guess U could either drop out (why waste time?...) or set, as Juricimo said, some short term goals to fool Urself with them. like, if "I get an A I'll stop jerkin' off and get some real puss" or whatever satisfies U ("hell, if I graduate I will get so stoned, I'll forget at what University I signed up")
I personally think that if I work hard now (I can't say school has ever been a real issue for me, but anyway...), I will have enough time later to do whatever I wish... I would be able to chose what I want to do, I'll do it w/ pleasure and therefor it'll be way easier for me to live.
About things we don't like to do... take them as tests, early tests life throws for U to go over and prove U can survive. I know school might not get U that impression, but this is our age. Also, this atribute develops in different situations, different times in life... no need to say something is useless, it's meaning is not obvious at the present moment.
4 example, maybe this post seems useless. if it didn't help U, maybe it actually is... or maybe not.
good luck!
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