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Originally posted by Nikitha Dude, its always good to have the feeling that you are not alone and i can tell you this right now.. you are totally not alone for the past week my outlook on life has been nothing but 100% negative.. most of the day i just want to lay in bed and cry and sometimes i do when i'm not forcing a smile at work or when i see my friends there are just somethings in our lives that don't work out the way we want them to.. and in no way is that us being selfish.. sometimes there are things that you want to change and they just eat away at you over and over until finally you snap and you feel like there is nothing you can do and no one can make you feel better and you just want to die to not have to deal with it anymore..and i know i don't know you very well (we met at A&B breifly) but as bad as it may seem its only temporary.. you need to find someone you can talk to someone that you trust and you just need to express everything that you are feeling however you feel you can and you may feel like you have no one to talk to.. i've felt that way for a long time but i guarenteee there is someone out there that will listen.. you may not even really know that person well.. but you need to talk to someone.. hell PM or e-mail me if you just need someone to vent to... i just want you to know that you are not alone in the slightest and i know that there are probably tons of ppl ( TAs included) that will lend an ear for you in your time of need right now just keep your head right now man..let it out in a positve way ie talking,work out the agression with exercise or write it out. paint something however you can make things calm down for yourself just keep your head straight, we're all here for you Nikitha

Well said! Here's a small piece of advice from someone who has truly been to hell and back quite a few times in my life. Try not to stay inside, on the computer, or doing the same routine over and over, too much. Try new things.. change existing patterns up..and most of all.. get out and enjoy life with your friends or even join some kind of club that might interest u. The more couped up u are, or secluded...the more time u have to dwell and over-think things in your life that u wish were different. Dear GOD.. the list of things I wish in my life would be different would be enough to make even u cry for me!

Whatever it is that's bringing u down man, just remember that everything happens for a reason...u live, hopefully learn something from it.. and take that with u for the rest of the journey which, is your life!


P.S. If u really want someone to talk to...someone who's most likefully quite a bit older than u and has dealt with many issues, PM me ... I have no prob. listening to what's bothering u and if it helps..even tell u how I"ve dealt with my situations.

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