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for the record...i know better than to act on this insecurity/jealousy. i definitely have a jealous insecure side (i'm a female in the 21st century, sue me), but i rarely act on it. usually, the way i deal with it is i make a joke about the situation with my guy and then usually sort of laugh at myself and then i keep busy so i don't think of it.
i'm just venting to you guys, but trust me, i wasn't giving him any shit or being annoying. i made a joke about him having to be a "wingman" (this was on instant messenger earlier tonight) but he laughed and was like, "baby u have nothing to worry about...i just want to get out for a bit tonight, i've been missing you a lot since you left, bla bla" then i just said, "oh i know, i'm just being psycho, have fun baby"
so far i got drunk and played poker with my dad...then i watched some James Bond with him while i painted my nails...now my dad is in bed and i'm still drinking and posting. wow, i'm a lamo.
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My soliloquy may be hard for some to swallow, but so is cod liver oil.
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man i can't believe i tried to come off as responsible in that other thread, i am so full of shit just don't tell anyone |
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