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i sorta hate my job, and on any given week ill spend time sitting in my cubicle trying to think back on how the hell i got myself into such a job...that's usually monday - wednesday...
on thursday i come to the conclusion that it aint all that bad (the pay and benefits are pretty sweet, and its not like im doin hard labor)...friday comes and i forget all about how unhappy i am at my job, either because im too stoked for the weekend or i just got paid..
so what im wonderin is...is it even worth some benefits and a regular paycheck to be really uninterested and apathetic about what i do...i mean, id like a job in a field that i could be passionate about but it wasnt easy findin opportunities in that area, so i basically just took the first thing that came my way (via some help from a friend) and now my life feels like a stagnant waste 5 days a week...
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"I refuse to bow down before a god I cannot look in the face." - Aesop Rock
"My loathings are simple: stupidity, oppression, crime, cruelty, soft music." - Vladimir Nabokov
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