i thought about suicide but it is the cowards way out, even if u are a fucking emo.

next time if u aint gunna kill urself, get rid of the notes

or do it in word, none of the pen and paper shit

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Originally posted by jdat sorry Maaz I mean no disrespect but hahahah.

I guess I will laugh about it in the future too

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Originally posted by tc-fan Why would you write suicide notes anyway, you need help my friend.

1. I said it was therapic rants.
   
2. It was 5 years ago, don't worry
   

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Originally posted by KilldaDJ next time if u aint gunna kill urself, get rid of the notes

I thought I had got rid of them. I was surprised when she mentioned them :/

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Originally posted by Lira [*]It was 5 years ago, don't worry

See that wink! Lira is crying out for help. This entire thread is a subterfuge.

If you need a reason to live, then i'll give you one. Stay alive at least long enough to see Italy smite Brazil in the World Cup Finals, and then you can get drunk and pass out in the streets of Brasilia mumbing "if only Ronaldo wasn't so fat we woulda won"

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Last edited by Subey on Jul-01-2006 at 20:00

so what changed ur mind about topping urself then?

if i got as far as writing the notes, id probably execute my plan pretty soon after i wrote them, otherwise why bother write the notes?

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tricky situation there lira...but you're a smart guy, i'm sure you can convince your mom that you weren't serious and that you're fine now


something i've never understood about suicide in general is why people even resort to it in the first place?

i mean...i would just assume most of the time it's because of depression or whatever right? well i think mood comes from the situation you are in in life. if you're not happy with your situation...wouldn't you rather try to improve your situation then kill yourself?

example...

let's say you are depressed because you live in this shitty house, you don't have a job, and you are flat broke.

well wouldn't you rather rob a bank or something then to actually kill yourself? sure it's not in the best interest of humanity, but if you're going to kill yourself...what do you care about the rest of the world anyway? at least then you would maybe have a shot at improving your life right?

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Originally posted by Floorfiller well wouldn't you rather rob a bank or something then to actually kill yourself? sure it's not in the best interest of humanity, but if you're going to kill yourself...what do you care about the rest of the world anyway? at least then you would maybe have a shot at improving your life right?

Weird,

I was about to start a thread couselling people to kill themselves rather than become bank robbers because it was better for society.

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lol my mom found neked pics of my ex and flipped out she also searches all my shit when i come home it gets really fing annoying

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Originally posted by Subey Weird, I was about to start a thread couselling people to kill themselves rather than become bank robbers because it was better for society.

well you know what i mean though. if your life is so bad that you are actually thinking of killing yourself...i'd try to change it first. take some risks to improve your life, then if those risks don't work out...well then you still have the option to kill yourself right?

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Originally posted by citric_acid my mom likes to go through my notebooks and shit and then everything she finds that has something about her or just me being emo, she keeps, i was looking for a letter to my friend i had wrote (contained a lot of drug stuff lol) and i never found it until one day i was in her closet looking for a hoodie when i found about 50 sheets of paper i had written

your mom is weird

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Originally posted by Floorfiller well you know what i mean though. if your life is so bad that you are actually thinking of killing yourself...i'd try to change it first. take some risks to improve your life, then if those risks don't work out...well then you still have the option to kill yourself right?

I think the reason teen suicide is as common as it is is due to the fact that most teens are stuck in their situation. It's either that or run away/call social services and get placed in a foster home, which from media exposure, we've all seen horror stories of how that turns out. At least with suicide, you feel like you're in control of your fate.

Sorry Lira, that sucks she's bitching about it now, 5 years later, after invading your privacy. I completely understand writing stuff out as a therapeautic exercise.

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luckily my mom doesnt do this. Although I dont have any suicide notes or nekked pics