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Download and review ! Omega_M - In the Mix (Beta Version)

Originally posted by twilightki : It feels like something you'd listen to at 4 in the morning, or listen to in your car while you're going in a tunnel.

A male that crys over a female is weak in my book.

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Originally posted by Mmanu waaaaaaaa Chris, get over it. Remember what you found in the fridge man. It's only a song. But I do understand how you feel. I wouldn't say why here / now in detail. pm mcs if you're curious.

Manu Manu, my brother from another mother, thanks for understanding dude, I just had to vent. Did you get my track? What do you think?

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Originally posted by celestialmind because she put my heart through a shredder. I've loved her so much that not even words can explain, she was everything I ever wanted, beautiful, great body, clean, virgin (supposedly), funny, caring, always by my side, always my best friend, always supportive, always loving and full of heart and love for me, BUT then, she moved out of her folks house, got her own apartment, made guyfriends, started drinking, and our entire dream went to fuck itself after 3 years and 8 months. I've put up with the hell for over a year until I said no more abuse and let it go. Appearently

Sounds like some pure hell right there. Unfortunately some things weren't meant to be, no matter how awesome they look at the moment. Things get out of control so fast, and there's only so much you can do. Wish I knew what else to say but that's all I can conjur up right now.

You needed to vent...which Is totally understandable...but WHY would you vent on a message board??

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Originally posted by KilldaDJ ur a man and u cried?

because I have a heart. No I'm not whipped, no I'm not a pussy, I just gave a big chunk of my heart to somebody who at the end didn't even gave a royal flying fuck about it. Which is why I feel used, raped mentally, call it whatever you want.

do u feel better venting in the COR? or do u feel more or less the same if not worse?

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Found Atlantis - Mixography [mix archive/mokumentary/my soul]?
i writed a song.

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Originally posted by celestialmind because I have a heart. No I'm not whipped, no I'm not a pussy, I just gave a big chunk of my heart to somebody who at the end didn't even gave a royal flying fuck about it. Which is why I feel used, raped mentally, call it whatever you want.

loser ?

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Download and review ! Omega_M - In the Mix (Beta Version)

Originally posted by twilightki : It feels like something you'd listen to at 4 in the morning, or listen to in your car while you're going in a tunnel.

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Originally posted by Frenchie You needed to vent...which Is totally understandable...but WHY would you vent on a message board??

because I know that there are still some people in this world that give a fuck about one another even if they don't know that person. I'm not gonna go on some love forum and vent there 'cause there's a bunch of physics, retards (no offense) and a bunch of pussies who can't get their shit together.

I'd rather talk to other people like me, djs or not, producers or not, clubheads or close, people that like trance like me, and people in their 20's or close. I'm not whining over her, I just feel used. I just wanted to talk to people that are like me in a lot of ways and many of you guys are. I'll be fine, I know I did a right thing and I know that only time can cure me completely, but talking to you guys doesn't hurt.

Dark Angel, thanks for your comment, I understand.

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Originally posted by celestialmind because I have a heart. No I'm not whipped, no I'm not a pussy, I just gave a big chunk of my heart to somebody who at the end didn't even gave a royal flying fuck about it. Which is why I feel used, raped mentally, call it whatever you want.

I wasted 8 years with the person I thought would be with me forever....you're still young. You need to snap out of it and spend more time with friends...being single is actually a great time. Dont dwell on it cuz she isnt. Why should you be the only one mourning?

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