I have not been depressed for more than three years now. Sometimes, though, I feel down about specific things. To rememdy that state of mind, I usually listen to trance, chill out with my friends, talk to people that I like, go dance...and so on. Being depressed is a tragedic state of mind to linger in.

I should add that today was the most stressful day of my life. With pressures I exert upon myself to succeed in my academins, along with all alse going on in my life, I am glad I made it through this day staying sane. Thanks to all my friends at school with whom I sat down and talked to, as well as family members who listened to me.

Damn, I am LUCKY!~

>JM<

Last edited by JM on Mar-16-2002 at 07:21

I get depressed when i think about life....where it's going....what's the purpose...i think the TRUTH/REALITY is Depressing....
When i think about my life and what lies ahead of me, and when i come face to face with soo many questions that i can't answer...
it drives me nuts...
Usually, i would listen to Trance in my room with the lights off trying to just seclude myself..
but when i'm angry, i can't help it sometimes, i have a urge to break things, and sometimes i go for a ride to release some anger, usually at night *streets are empty*....

I feel a bit better knowing that i'm not the only one...

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At the min I am really stressed out cause of a load of coursework and I have a few things coming up in next couple of weeks which im really not looking forward too.....The things that keep me going is things like the music, christianiy, or sometimes if like i know that next week it will b all over for a while, like the coursework will b in

knowing that really helps me cause it gives me something to look forward to, suspose like going way on a summer holiday r something - u know that when ur finish ur summer exams, you are going away!

Thast just what really helps me

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when im depressed, i go online or do other stuff to get my mind off of it, when that doesnt work, i put on my Metalica md... when i am depressed, its usually cuz i cant get myself to study...

anger on the other hand, venting all the way well, i shuved it inside lots of times, which recently resulted in a hole in the wall (bare hand vs wall, hand wins, if i slammed my fist into the wall 5cm more to the left, i would have hit brick, which most certainly would have broken my hand) in november and me hitting my dad into the stairs a month ago... but usually, i let anger out straight away...

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Well the depression thingy , yeah I always get it and I hate it. Recently I have been a bit down as everything I seem to do I fuck up, as some of you might know someone robbed my car last week and that really pisses you off. Today i lost my cash card , so i cant take my g/f out for a meal. Some of the things I usually do is go for a long drive with some chilled trance , nothing to uplifting, I usually have a really really good wash and get my hair cut take a pride in my apperance ' god i sound like a women ' . Im usually good at making other people happy but not my-self, somedays i dont feel that im on this planet.

The world is an evil place with evil people in it. The only way to be happy is to be in tranquality in the middle of knowhere, I live in a really really dull town , it always rains and its always cold i hate it as you cant walk the streets as you will probabily get mugged. I can't afford to move and i can't afford to pay TAX for ppl who won't go for a job. Everday I think is that tommorow is gonna be shit and that really depresses you.

I hope there is an heaven . And I hope they a TA forum up there...



CHEER UP TRANCE ADDICT . GO AND LOOK AT SOME PORN :]

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" You bet your ass we're all alike... we've been spoon-fed baby food at school when we hungered for steak... the bits of meat that you did let slip
through were pre-chewed and tasteless. We've been dominated by sadists, or ignored by the apathetic. The few that had something to teach found us will-
ing pupils, but those few are like drops of water in the desert."

well i dont know why you didnt just PM the master of this kind of shit! alright, so im actually happy most of the time, really a large portion of the time. when things get really shitty tho, i usually just dont do shit, smoke some dope, listen to music - and wait for the shit to hit the fan. im not efficient until my ass is on the line...late/

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Shit when i get depressed i go to the gym and lift some heavy weights!
Then i punch a punching bag until i have no oxygen in my body!
After that i stretch out and take a shower. When i get home im dead tired! ZzzzzZZzzzZzzz
The day after i have forgotten everything
I have gained about 14 pounds of bodymass on that

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Originally posted by DJ RozzeR I usually have a really really good wash and get my hair cut take a pride in my apperance ' god i sound like a women ' CHEER UP TRANCE ADDICT . GO AND LOOK AT SOME PORN :]

You are not the only one that do that haircut thing bealive me I cut my hair and trim my shit once every two weeks.
Porn often solve things

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Family Guy helps alot too/

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the best thing to do when u are feeling down/depressed is to exercise.....any kind of strenous physical activity that releases natural endorphines.......go for a jog, lift some weights....it works every time, the natural high always brings u up.....this is a temporary solution however.....what I usually do is think about the people in the world who have nothing such as babies in third world countries etc., it sounds stupid but when u think about ur life u will realize that u have lot more than 70 % of the people who live on this planet
remember that there is always someone who loves u, that has to put a smile on your face

ahh, life. can't live with it, can't live without it.

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wen i pissed as hell, tired of life, i basically just go to my room, put on some trance and just lay down, and reflect on life and what the fuck im doin...and the thing about trance, theres always a tune for a specific mood created..atleast for me..it satisfies my anger, sadness, happiness and all emotions. That helps a lot.