I read your post, and all i gotta say is, its all for the best. the same thing happeened to me and i was crushed, however it was a blessing is disguise. i started working out, lost like 20 pounds, met this beautiful chick( my current GF), and had more time to realize what I wanted out of life. So I know it feels bad now, but dont give up hope. the best is yet to come.


Peace

Oh man, I know how you feel. I felt the same way about this one girl...only in my situation...we never got to be together I was giving her time, we got closer and closer, we were practically a couple...I loved her so much...gave her everything...my love, my heart, trust, emotions...and then...I don't know what happend...but, she said, it won't work...I was devastated...I couldn't accept that...she turned into a complete bitch towards me...I hated her for that...but, I understand now, why she did that. I miss her so much...but, I try not to think about it at all. Its a great memory, that I try not to think about, because then I'll get depressed...I never cried about a person in my life, not when my grandma died...or when my parents got divorced officially, or when I found out how much my dad lied to my mom...and shattered all my hopes of them getting back together...but, I cried about her...she was the only thing I cared for in my damn life...maybe, she'll change her mind someday. We would've been amazing together...I know it.

Now, my love in life is something that we all share...and that is trance...*sigh*.... Cheer up man, things will get better, sooner or later. I know it's hard...but, try to avoid her...that might help...try not thinking about her. All the best for you

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Originally posted by stk Ugh..sorry for sounding "gay" but i just have to let out my feelings...every time i see my ex, i get tears, i want to hug her so much, but see just doesnt see me that way...

There's nothing gay about that

....nice guys do finish last.

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wtf this is exactly what happened to me (except differant reasons) and its about 2 months too for me! dude i know how you feel...
chuck us a pm if you ever wanna chat sometimes its good to talk to someone who understands..... if you know what i mean i thought we were so in love and then one day some goon who she dated a long time ago but cheated on her comes back on the scene and thats it were over... she didnt want to admit it but she finally did a few weeks after... it cut me in 2 i go through these times where i think everythings ok and it wiill work out and other times i just feel shit all i want is to hold her again... sometiems i get really angry at her but at the end of the day i just miss her so much you feel so cheated because i honestly felt she felt the same way... maybe she did for a while... argh its so fucking bullshit i guess thats why it helps to talk to someone who understands because theres so much you wanna say and so much you just cant get across because you have to be there.....

im so shocked out of the like sheer similarity this is like EXACTLY how i feel and how things have been... weird...

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Originally Posted by Damo : ....nice guys do finish last.

no shit, i fucking hate that.

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sadly nice guys do finish last...
i definitely know waht it is like to have your heart broken..into tiny pieces but i didnt let him know that he did that to me...he waltzes around as if everything were okay and of course i play a long...but its hard..time will heal theres nothing you can do about it but suffer...

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i even made new friends, started to work out

omg dude this just get so weird you are like describing my life exactly im really getting freaked out!!!
(although ive been really slack goin lately!)
on a brighter note im getting decks soon tho thats kinda kept my mind of it... but it will come back...
im somewhere in between really hurt and just fucking fed up with all relationships/women (im not gay.)

i think the hardest part is just thinking how much i love her and miss her but she obviously didnt because this guy turns up on the scene once and suddenly im completly cut off... i never dreamed stuff would end up like this i guess i make her sound like a real bitch and waht she did was so not cool but she was also a really loving caring and precious girl and i miss her to bits...... thats what hurts

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Originally posted by Damo ....nice guys do finish last.

exactly the moral of this thread

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exactly the moral of this thread

you know i used to hear this ALL the time and i was like yeah but i never REALLY believed it but slowly unfortounatly i think its being hammered into my brain... im really looking to lach onto something that proves otherwise... but i dunno... just doesnt seem like thats gonna happen.... and that really annoys me why the fuck is life like that! argh!

sorry

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Originally posted by Kevin Rx I read your post, and all i gotta say is, its all for the best. the same thing happeened to me and i was crushed, however it was a blessing is disguise. i started working out, lost like 20 pounds, met this beautiful chick( my current GF), and had more time to realize what I wanted out of life. So I know it feels bad now, but dont give up hope. the best is yet to come. Peace

hey that is funny.. same thing happened to me

(i lost 30 lbs, but that is a minor difference.. i am soo much happier now)

then again, it was I who broke up with her, who was too pushy..

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I see your 4 Crushs and raise you 3 As The Rush Comes. - Yan from PvD's first summerstage event in '03

Aww... honey... IT SUCKS I KNOW!!!!!...
I think most of us here have been through some sort of break up where it has effected them.. and for a long time! In your case.. two months isn't that bad.. time is everything. I want to ask you a question though.. you said that "everytime I see her, it hurts".. why are you seeing her?... You honestly just have to think about it.. like, if she just broke up with you because she lost interest then that is her problem.. NOT YOU!!!! and I think that is where the problem lies for you.. thinking that it was your fault because she lost interest. It HAS to go both ways.. or it will never work.. in your case.. it would have never worked out, because she obviously needed too much from you, and you gave her everything you said. Believe me, things will get better.. they always do.. just remember that ever
EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON! And usually when something like this happens.. bigger and better things come along.. especially to those who deserve them (you). I wish you the best of luck..

~S~

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