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Can anyone here claim to be happy? I know many of us bitch and moan about shit: "oh, I got midterms", "damn, I didn't get the job", "snap, my gurl just banged my best friend", etc. However, when you consider most of the ppl living on this planet would consider happiness as having a roof over their heads, loved ones safe, and perhaps some basic necessities like food, water, medication... it puts things in perspective.
I spoke with some ppl who went through some serious shit in their life like WW II, Stalin's regime, etc. Most of them laughed at our problems. My grandmother went through blokade in Leningrad (St. Petersburg) and told me about how ppl would resort to cannibalism, eating dogs, cats, anything that they could chew just to survive. And then she'd add - "you think you got problems". She gave birth to my Mother only 3 months before WWII started and lived in Minsk - city that was one of the first cities to get bombed by nazis.
She fled the city, carrying only my mom and some blankets, leaving everything behind. That's some hardcore shit. She then lost her husband in the war. Meanwhile, most of my father's family perished in Babiy Yar - mass grave in Kiev, where nazis tortured, shot, and burried alive thousands of jews in less than few days.
Close friend of mine lost his older brother in Afganistan, when their base was raided. Lucky ones were executed by shot to the head or to the heart. The unlucky ones were tied to horses and dragged to shreds or had their guts cut out and tied around their necks. Some were decapitated, some were quartered. About 30 18 - 23 year old soldiers were bruttally killed, not having fired a single shot, as they were deployed only 1 week before they were murdered, sent to fight a war they had no business fighting.
Just thinking back to some of the things that people went through, I realize that many of us (myself included) often take things for granted and bitch and moan about daily crap. Meanwhile, in a grand scheme of things - it's all just meager shit.
///just one of those nights. sorry if i bummed anyone out.
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