I have permanent tracers on everything.

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pshhht amateur try pcp then come back to me.

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Originally posted by LoveHate pshhht amateur try pcp then come back to me.

Lol...I've tried angel dust (pcp). However, I don't like psychedelics that cloud your control over the entire trip. Yes it was intense, but not as pleasurable as the 2c-e.

Dude is that Big Lurch? haha..

Big Lurch was found nakid tripping on PCP shortly after he murdered his GF by cutting open her chest and eating her lungs.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Big_Lurch

I have permanent tracers and that "tripping" feeling in my head, like I am bending the flow of space and time. Also anytime I look at anything it bends around and I see extensive geometric patterns in all textures.

I manage to function fine, even at meetings at work. Just don't let it get to your head...

By the way 2C-X family of drugs is NOTORIUS for causing HPPD. I just took a little bit too much acid


BIG LURCH LOL. PCP is gay shit....

Yea but I dunno what to think...

Cause id be like shit look at that wall! look at that apple! its so awesome...

Shortly after I'd be concerned if my brain is functioning correctly. No matter what research they might have about HPPD...you never know what it will bring to the table. Lets just say...I am experiencing a shit load of anxiety, exactly the same module of when I was trippin.

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Originally posted by ivofivo Yea but I dunno what to think... Cause id be like shit look at that wall! look at that apple! its so awesome... Shortly after I'd be concerned if my brain is functioning correctly. No matter what research they might have about HPPD...you never know what it will bring to the table. Lets just say...I am experiencing a shit load of anxiety, exactly the same module of when I was trippin.

I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain

Obligatory dune quote.

Im pretty sure I have worse problems than HPPD (I see people and hear things that are definitely not real)

It it up to you to deal with it, its your mind after all.

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Originally posted by ivofivo I think I have HPPD. How fucked am I. Is the shit going to go away? I still see shit...like walls moving and objects shifting from time to time. I have vivid dreams and a lot of closed eyes visuals.

Wow! Thanks a lot for starting this thread. I'd been wondering what was wrong with me for years! I had no idea why mild hallucinations never fully went away, especially since there was no time in my life that I'd ever regularly done psychedelics. I didn't know there was an actual term for it. I'd just sort of accepted the fact that some psychedelics stay with you forever.

I have to say, personally, neither 2c, shrooms, MDA, or mescaline has ever zapped me completely out of this Universe the way really strong liquid-gel LSD has. Nothing like having strangers take pics of you on the train ride home as you sit in a corner muttering to yourself about infinity.

Anyway, try not to worry about it too much. Its been my experience that the more time passes, the milder the hallucinations get. It's been about 2 years since I first noticed mine wouldn't go away. They were noticeable enough in the spring time that i could actually just stop and watch the walls or floors flow at work whenever I got bored preparing legal docs and such. Doesn't happen anywhere near as readily nowadays though. Just give it some time. Also, sobriety helps

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Originally posted by Blake Wow! Thanks a lot for starting this thread. I'd been wondering what was wrong with me for years! I had no idea why mild hallucinations never fully went away, especially since there was no time in my life that I'd ever regularly done psychedelics. I didn't know there was an actual term for it. I have to say, personally, neither 2c, shrooms, MDA, or mescaline has ever zapped me completely out of this Universe the way really strong liquid-gel LSD has. Nothing like having strangers take pics of you on the train ride home as you sit in a corner muttering to yourself about infinity. Anyway, try not to worry about it too much. Its been my experience that the more time passes, the milder the hallucinations get. It's been about 2 years since I first noticed mine wouldn't go away. They were noticeable enough in the spring time that i could actually just stop and watch the walls or floors flow at work whenever I got bored preparing legal docs and such. Doesn't happen anywhere near as readily nowadays though. Just give it some time. Also, sobriety helps

Yeah, COMPLETE sobriety helps reduce it. Very good advice. Smoking weed and drinking don't help at all either.

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Originally posted by ivofivo I believe the answer to my constant fear is right outside my window...but should I trust myself, my courage? or the essential law of gravity from a 25 floor building.

You can do it! We believe in you! You can fly!!!!!!

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