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Originally posted by MeLLyMeL What JD said. I know this is especially for Raul so this is not going to be the easiest BBQ. Alot of us are getting together and this is a year after one of our bbq's which Raul did attend. It's gonna be difficult for us who still mourn his loss. Time has gone by incredibly fast and I still can't believe I lost my best friend. I've had to do things differently this year... do things without him and it breaks my heart everytime because I know he would have enjoyed this song, or this party, or me seeing his favorite dj. Now one thing that he always looked forward to was the FLTABBQ's and all of us getting together. Basically, this isn't your typical bbq. We are all friends.. we will share stories and we will have laughs but at the same time - a huge piece is missing from all of our lives i will not vote because i can't put my personal problems with JP in the way when this is something dedicated to our dear friend.

+1. Perfectly said & this is exactly how I feel about it.

I personally can't stand Paullino but that has nothing to do with this BBQ or with the memory of Raul.

Either way, by the looks of it - no one really wants you to go but I can't vote yes or no on this one.

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RIP my very dear friend...you have no idea how much you're missed <3

In memory of DarkAngel 1976 - 2009

whatever..

all i just want to say now is thanks for letting me hang with you guys in the beginning. i had a blast and had great friends. Everyone was nice to me. i let my personal feelings get in the way and bashed who ever i didn't like. sometimes i wish i can go back in time and just fix everything but i can't. i never really got to hang out with darkangel or the other tas cuz i would always pass up the opportunity and now that he's gone it feels like i have no friends.