Sorry to hear about your recent troubles, chavag. It's the tougher times in life when trance music seems to really shine. I first got into trance during all of the middle school drama, which while silly, sure seemed serious at the time. Here's a song from those days ("Children", the song that got me into trance), and a couple more that hopefully you'll enjoy:
When this one came out back in the day, I thought for sure it would get play from the big DJs, but it didn't. It deserved to, though: