more reasons to get rid of those two twats ...

Elena check your PM box

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Hmm.. i've been having similar problems as u Elena, for the last month or so..

But now i'm starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel and so finally, life seems to be tasting worth living again.

That's one of the reasons i haven't updated the aliases list for ages. But don't worry folks, i will start working with it tonight or tomorrow.

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Leslie Nielsen: Doing nothing is very hard to do... you never know when you're finished.

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Originally posted by miss_e i dont like to talk about my problems i feel ashamed of crying sometimes i feel so helpless and weak i hate being selfish..notice how everything starts with 'i'..is this human nature? some are just born evil at heart..some good im good..i promise im a good person but sometimes i feel so overwhelmed by everything just remove yourself from your environment and watch everything through someone else's eye. I feel so lonely in a crowd of laughter all the things that just make you stop being all the mundance details of everyday life this undescribable feeling of defeat and sorroow i feel so freaking small i dont know what to do... tears just keep rolling down my cheek i cant even find the words to say i cant even put the words together to resemble anything as powerful i just drown myself into the synths hoping that things would be different but it wont waiting patiently for what seems to be forever. i hate waiting, ive been waiting all my life that longing for something... its like a slow painful stab at your heart i dont know fuck it all -elena

I think some of the things you wrote are spot on.. I especially like the "I feel so lonely in a crowd of laughter". Maybe you should start writing poems

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Originally posted by miss_e i dont like to talk about my problems i feel ashamed of crying sometimes i feel so helpless and weak i hate being selfish..notice how everything starts with 'i'..is this human nature?

I don't think that any of this is being selfish...
so u dont like talking about things with others...
ur not alone.... its just ur personality...
ur reserved that is in no ways of being selfish

and why can't things for a change begin with "I"
everyone looks out for themselves first... so don't get to hung up on it OK....
Just smile and remember
In order to get to the rainbow, first you must conquer the rain

That was sure deep... anyway, you've got PM (in a funny sort of way, I guess you receive loads of them from other TA's too)

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Originally posted by Endre this does not sound good, there is only one way to end it..... kill your self now.

Shut the fuck up, Endre, if you've got nothing to say, then don't!

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Drop that rhythm and you unwind
Keep that feeling and you step in time
All too pretty for a real life

Your eyes are wide
Tongue-tied
You slip 'n' slide

Shut tight
Read the line
The underlined

Slow down
Ease your mind
Time to find
Another ride
Another ride

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<<<I am, I flatter myself, completely a citizen of the world. In my travels, I never felt myself away from home.>>>

Yeah DXM will do that to you. Stay away from drugs for awhile. It's only the drugs, not you.

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Originally posted by Maaz Shut the fuck up, Endre, if you've got nothing to say, then don't!

chill maaz...befor you get your self a nose bleed.

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Originally posted by Endre chill maaz...befor you get your self a nose bleed.

no man can stand in a fire and not be consumed

Endre you're a whore.

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it's human nature to be selfish... so cheer up and stop kicking yourself in the arse we naturally think of ourselves first, unfortunately it's like this, but of course kindness does help at the end of the day.

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"When your spirit is floating down that tunnel towards the light, you know what's behind the light? It's not God, it's me. And im gonna kick your poncey soul all the way back down the tunnel till you choke on your own fucked up ribs. NOW, wake the fuck up!"

If you really want to help yourself, you have to let it all go - belief, fear, doubt, commitment. If everything you have devoted your life to has taken you somewhere you don't want to be, the only solution is to reinvent yourself. Try things you've never considered trying. Don't hesitate - take risks. Forget the things that don't really matter, and just be yourself.

When you feel like you have nothing left, all it means is you have nothing to lose - so seize the day.

Best of luck,

Arbiter