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Originally posted by AlphaStarred Is this sarcasm? I think I am, hence my despair.

Kind of. Your recent thread frequency coupled with this topic could resemble hints of mania.

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Originally posted by AlphaStarred It's hard to do something awesome when you're in despair.

That's what the professional help would be for

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Originally posted by Redd Kind of. Your recent thread frequency coupled with this topic could resemble hints of mania.

+ THE LISTS

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Originally posted by Redd Kind of. Your recent thread frequency coupled with this topic could resemble hints of mania.

That's what several previous psychiatrists said, but my current psych. says I don't present with symptoms of mania, despite my telling her that I don't feel at all like my "normal" self, and that most of my activities and thoughts/emotions are completely uncharacteristic of me.

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Originally posted by itsamemario But yeah, you know.. "Don't do it bro".

Thanks, bro.

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Originally posted by PivotTechno + THE LISTS

Yeah, I thought about that, too. I'm making all these fucking lists. Good point, I'll mention it to my psych.

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Originally posted by Jon_Snow MS paint comics always cheer me up.

ahahahahahaa, holy shit. Is there a thread where this is from?

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Originally posted by Redd how do you know I have nothing to lose by continuing to live? what if I take my own life to make other lives better, is it still selfish?

They don't give life insurance on suicides.

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I just called my psych. and told her that I definitely feel like I'm manic, and that people on the internet think so too. I can't wait to tell her about all these lists I've been posting (you gotta admit, though, they were pretty cool threads). I really hope I can get back to my normal self soon, it's hell living like this. I've been on several different anti-psychotics, and nothing is helping. The only time something helped was when Risperdal made me a completely emotionless zombie for a week, and then I got back to normal. But I stopped the medication, and after only 2 days seemed to have induced another manic/hypomanic episode, which has been with me for several months now.

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Originally posted by itsamemario It's selfish to commit suicide? Oh waaah waaaah I don't have my friend anymore waaah waaah STFU! I've had friends commit suicide, several in fact, and it's far more selfish for you to want to have your friend around, if that means he or she has to live a life filled with little but pain. You really don't think people who take their own lives haven't thought about so in great detail before doing so? Sure, some of them may employ fallacious logic, and could be in need of friendly counseling, but some people are just doomed. Disallowing them to end their suffering is pretty fucking selfish. That being said, whenever I feel down, things get a little too real and I'm in need of a pick-me-up, I just listen to this little piece of aural cocaine.

I'm sorry that you lost so many friends that way but then again when I think of you, I can't help to think you might have killed them.

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