I yell, and I fight and get all worked up. Then once I'm done all my anger is gone, and I can deal with whatever happened while in a state of mind where I can make decent decisions.

when I get mad I just say some random words or look pissed.....if i get reallllly mad I punch something.....but I can control my anger easy

I also punch things hard, and then my hand hurts. I once punched a door at my mom's place as hard as I ususlly do, and the next second there's a hole in the fuck'n door. Yea of course it could be because of my strenght (), but I think that the quality of the door sucked.

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skateboard
sleep
drink lots of water or summin
take a showah
think of stupid things/bad smells
punch pillows

one or a mixture of above will work either way

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Found Atlantis - Mixography [mix archive/mokumentary/my soul]?
i writed a song.

The person who said 'what starts in anger ends up in embarrasment' is totally right. That's how I usually go about thinking about it. But on the other hand, I'm also kind of shy so sometimes when I'm justified in getting angry, if I'm in a straight state of mind I'll just not do anything about it and silently seethe. Sometimes it takes that blinded, irrational fury to get a person to do something that they really should do anyway. Cause sometimes they're justified, like the guy with his records and stuff that was getting stolen...
:P

Well, if it's someone I'm pissed at I either make it my goal to scare the living shit outa them, without physical harm. If this doesn't work then we result to violence, but I havn't been in a fight since I knocked a kid out with a chair in 5th grade.

Anyway, if it's a situation or something else I'm mad at I either go running (I never run but when I'm pissed) or listen to Trance really friggin loud or smoke a whole hell of a lot of weed.

Saturday I was pissed and I went out to a club and danced my ass off. It helped so damn much, I was content when I got home.


I have a friend, Tim, that punches shit when he's pissed. He's the reason I don't. The kid has put a hole in his wall, a door of his old apt., Has punched his window out, and has put a huge dent in the side of his car. He's tough as fuck, but his 2 broken hands and 1 fracture has stopped me from hitting shit.

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"Oh NO! It seems the world has been infected by a disease called shitty music.
We've had innocculations for some time now but the populace keeps refusing it.
You don't want it? Fine. Give me all the vaccine and a needle and I'll fucking overdose.
It'll be the best day of my life."

I used to get so violent when I got mad that my parents put a puching bag in my room. So now I just use that. It doesn't hurt quite as much as walls although I have busted my knuckles open a couple times.

i think myself out of it.

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The father made fetuses with flesh licking ladies / While you and your mother were asleep in the trailer park / Thunderous sparks from the dark of the stadiums / The music and medicine you needed for comforting / So make all your fat, fleshy fingers fingers to moving / And pluck all your silly strings and / Bend all your notes for me and / Soft silly music is meaningful, magical / The movements were beautiful / All in your ovaries / All of them milking with green fleshy flowers / While powerful pistons were sugary sweet machines, / Smelling of semen all under the garden / Was all you were needing when you still believed in me.

I usually take my anger out on the little retarded kid who lives on my street. he's a quick little ****** too!

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someone make me a sig, i'm too lazy

I go downtown and stab homeless bums... no one gives a shit about them anyway.

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Evil is an art and I'm friggin' Picasso!! ~Veldrid

I've got a long patience which is good for me because i'll get annoyed but i just know that no good comes from losing your cool usually. In fact i've only lost my temper once


I was travelling through India with my girlfriend Kristy doing volunteer work. We were staying at this american family's home and they had these bunch of sons that were the most arrogent and irritating bunch of little shits. They were insanely ignorant and and so pro american it was really annoying. (i'm not particularly anti-american btw). They all thought they were so cool etc etc

Anyways my girlfriend ended up getting a crush on of them, he was pretty good looking but he was only 15 though he looked like he was 19 or something. A real pretty boy

I really loved my gf a lot and we had a pretty open relationship in that we both were open sleeping with people or having threesomes as long as it wasn't a problem with the other. So she asked me if she could something with this guy but i really wasn't happy with it. Could have been that this guy was a real jerk or an immature tosser but he bugged the shit out of me. So i said no....

Well i find out that they did anyways without my approval which pissed me off so badly that i didn't talk to her for a week. this guy came over to try to talk to me and i got so angry at him and so frustrated that i picked him up by the throat and threw him across the room.

the first and the last time i lost my temper really badly but i was angry as fuck

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