Yeah! feeling more positive after this. But still thinking that X has pros & cons...

DJRave, I saw your pic, shining knight...
Well, Being nice with 1 person is easy enough. But I still dread appearing clumsy in public(this began after I lost my friends, for those who didn't understand), but I feel that it happened to many people.
However, the 1st impression people have on u is important right? Actually how don't know how to make the first step withoutr looking like a nil.
Anyway, I'm glad to see how different your visions of life are, from where I could at last find inspiration. good job.

ok. so heres my advise to you...

don't do e till you got your mind right k?

seriously though. dunno bout everyone elses thoughts on e but theres a level of understanding that i believe must go along with the use of the drug so you dont end up in such a hard place or sucha low. if im understanding correctly, (im feelin a bit like blik here like..er..eh..?) but e releases all your seritonin in your brain all at once...naturally without the drug its only released in small doses whenever you feel a sence of happiness or whatever...it takes your body a bit to replenish this source. so you being without this you will be more suseptible to feeling down, thinking about shit that you wouldn't normally think about, or if you do have those thoughts occasionally, they wouldnt be as intense as they would be after a roll.

mind over matter...

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I agree with what sugar said, and I have said that exact explanation to friends.....and it's true, it's more intense when you are on E or any drug...(cept pot) good or bad...... Also, don't look back.....it's good to think about things, but when these things tend to be all you think about adn are very negative then that is not helping you at all....and if it dosen't make you a better person or is bad for you then why do it?