I still party(no where close to 10-15 years ago) and do drugs. At this point in my life its no where near what it used to be. Its several big events we go to every year (Coachella, WMC, Ibiza, Holy Ship, and maybe EDC or a couple different festivals here and there) prior years we'd get as fucked off as possible on anything we could find lol, now a days its a couple adderall and Bud-light(Maybe some microdose Mushroom caps here and there ) . But we lead pretty normal lives-We have children, successful long time careers, exercise daily, happily married for 19 years, and near semi retired by age 38.


Do I have spouts of stress and anxiety? Sure, does this have anything to do with my heavy party & drug use in my teens & 20's ? who knows, but probably not. Your day to day life, family, and health probably have more to do with that than anything else. IMO life is all about balance and compromise : )