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1st of all thanx guys for replying... and sothis* i think i have the same problem like u , everytime after i bitch at my gf about thing she does or other people i feel real bad, cause i know dats not me and i dont wanna be like this... my gf hates me now...well... she was hurt real bad mentally .. but when she found out its some sorta sickness, she still willing to stay by me... i havent seen a doc yet but im trying real hard not to get piss off on anything and talk nicely.... my friend has the same kind of sickness but the worst part is he doesnt know it. he still blames on other people for bringing out his bad side...err... hope he realize one day soon b4 its all too late... im gonna go c a doc for sure on this.. some medication prolly would help..i think i dropped around 800+ E maybe more..hopefully not.i cant remember...
lastly i wanna say to people dat r expericing E recently or still doing it.... Its always good to experience stuff, but there is a limit to everything, once u pass the limit, u never know if u'll ever get a chance to turn back. i hope a Doc can cure me, if not im a fucked person for the rest of my life..im 23
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