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Originally posted by Donnie Gryphon Was worth a shot. Guess we're not good enough for you.

After what mellly did and revealed me, i dont trust anyone here.

Everytime I put a like to a girl on facebook i get coincidentaly get hungry. Sometimes i have to use abelton because ican't concentrate when i mix and tell mel that there's nothing she could do to mess me up so i dont do ableton anymore because i can mix now that kind told her.

Nobody will believe me but mel is also more in love with me than I am with her. Her hold on me soooo strong that her influence is totaly absolute. I can';t go to the police they just throw me in loony bin all i can do is behave in her manner and i dont gain weight.

Nobody i know or heard of read about has expeirenced this kind of love before.

I wish she could let go of me and i can pick another soul mate and live the dream of true person wishes and make countless babies across the globe from doing different gigs. That would be my gift to god if melly loses control over me.

When I leave TA for awhile I freeze at night not cuz of temperature but something mel does i can't explain it but tis not a coincidence. I wish i could leave you guys and go to college and make myself and my parents proud. It feels like i'm stuck here forever.

and with that I'm out.

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Originally posted by Donnie Gryphon and with that I'm out.

Good don;t ask me to spin in any of your parties ever again. thanks.

Orangesto do your thing and post this in the core. I;'m sure the core woman would take it differently.

Jedi mind tricks my ass, gypsy whore.

Not sure if you're trolling hard or being straight up serious.

If it's the latter, you need to get help man. No shame in it; we all could use it sometimes. It'll liberate you from whatever issue you're dealing with.

Reading your post is seriously eerie. All jokes aside, no one deserves to feel like that (if you're really having those kinds of bouts).

Mental illness is real. If you don't seek help, you'll never break away from the so-called ball and chain it puts on your mind.

My two cents. With that, I bid you good luck. You won't hear from me again cause I see all it does is add fuel to the fire.

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Originally posted by PaULiN0 Good don;t ask me to spin in any of your parties ever again. thanks.

I was being nice and giving you a shot but don't stress it I won't. You would realize that the whole ethos of my party is to showcase djs that doesn't have a place to play but you miss that.

Also, you forget I have a bunch of decent connections in the trance world and was one of the few that actually takes the time to listen to your mixes and such (go look on Soundcloud to see that it's true), I was also one of the few that gave you feedback on your records and you still want to act like a dick to me. Even though we've had it out on here I would have no problem sliding your music along to trance guys. So you continue to enjoy rocking Club Guest Bedroom 1.

Closing note I seriously hope you get the help you need. It's good to sit on the couch and talk it out with a therapist.

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Originally posted by OrangestO Not sure if you're trolling hard or being straight up serious. If it's the latter, you need to get help man. No shame in it; we all could use it sometimes. It'll liberate you from whatever issue you're dealing with. Reading your post is seriously eerie. All jokes aside, no one deserves to feel like that (if you're really having those kinds of bouts). Mental illness is real. If you don't seek help, you'll never break away from the so-called ball and chain it puts on your mind. My two cents. With that, I bid you good luck. You won't hear from me again cause I see all it does is add fuel to the fire.

You can't see i'm on meds i take everyday with extra shit so mel could leave me the fuck alone. Post this shit in the core now.

What would you do if this was you and your insides is being victimized or however you say it?

Go to the police? African witch doctor? Ask the oldies at burning man? Your way to young to experience love in its full enitereity anyway.

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Originally posted by Donnie Gryphon I was being nice and giving you a shot but don't stress it I won't. You would realize that the whole ethos of my party is to showcase djs that doesn't have a place to play but you miss that. Also, you forget I have a bunch of decent connections in the trance world and was one of the few that actually takes the time to listen to your mixes and such (go look on Soundcloud to see that it's true), I was also one of the few that gave you feedback on your records and you still want to act like a dick to me. Even though we've had it out on here I would have no problem sliding your music along to trance guys. So you continue to enjoy rocking Club Guest Bedroom 1. Closing note I seriously hope you get the help you need. It's good to sit on the couch and talk it out with a therapist.

I rather go to college .

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Originally posted by PaULiN0 I rather go to college .

My parents helped my so much with my struggle when it comes ot djing or producing why not return the favor,

Juan will be taking a one week vacation.

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Originally posted by Sushipunk You can take a week off for that one.

Banned.

Seriously dude, use this time to go talk with someone who can help.

Wow man. Got offered a spot to play at a pretty big party. There goes your big break. Remember 90% if deep house and tech people started off with trance