*shakes head @ rockster* tripod doesn't allow outside linking. angelfire doesn't either.

lynx, did u recorgnize the girl in my sig?

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Sean, you have to upload it to brinkster or something similar to it!www.brinkster.com just leave the url,

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I think that's Lisa "my breasts are exceptionally large" Lashes ...

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Originally posted by DJ Juno but i could talk to a good friend of mine, adam, who works for IBM! and look around for you!

this would be soo kind of u!!

thanks for your help

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Originally posted by simcut pff its alright for you u aint ugly....and i'll get a grip on reality alright - see you around

ok...lets all say it together....lol constructive critisism...
sim i wasnt tryin to piss u off...if u took it that way then im sorry...but you gotta help yourself out...none of us ta's like to see you like this...we all want you to get better...but the steps dont start with us helping you....they start with you helping yourself...

so you think self confidence comes with looks huh...that you'll get a grip on reality alright - see you around..lol wuts that supposed to mean...heres reality...which some peeps refuse to accept, others choose to ignore, and some come to understand it and react the way that i am. People cant help those that cant help themselves...no matter how hard they try. After a while people just get fed up with all the self pity and trying to defer that by building some sort of false sense of greatness which has gained strangth solely on the statements made by other people...for whom which feeds that false sense of self esteem. Most or all of these comments are only said because they hope to make the person feel better. But enevidibly creates a false sense of securtiy which you become dependent on. And if peeps havent fed it enough...here comes the sad faces...ok so one of the points im trying to get across...and this is the last im sayin on this here topic...it does you absolutly no good...if your depressed...no matter how wrong you think i am...to surround yourself with peeps who feed this need that some depressed peeps strive to obtain. Their empty attempts to comfort and falsely praise a peep for things not normally praised for...all in hopes of raising this peeps spirit...All this is doing is setting you up for faliure. No other person can provide you with self esteem, if you dont have any to begin with...and you gain what you think is self esteem by being with someone whom you believe gave you it...what happens when that person is removed from the picture...you crash...harder than before...so this empty thoughtless need for a companion shouldnt be the first thing on any peeps mind who doesnt have enough pride in themselves to find a need to be happy or whatever...You can be modivated...even inspired by peeps with self esteem but no one cant give it to you....

you say that "its alright for me cuz i aint ulgy" wuts the good in puttin yourself down...you seek approval and praise...and the need is neverending...thats soo deep...and i am hoping you arent taking this wrong...because im just speakin da truth...yea so because this need is neverending...you will become worse and worse when peeps arent providing...then you put yourself down...and the cycle starts again...complements...lifts ya up...as they start to calm down...you start to fall...you put yourself down...the complements start..and the cycle goes around and around...never going anywhere but that one circle...but if you feed it to yourself...if you start to believe in yourself...like i said before...pick one thing...and build on that...you cant fail...unless you wanna fail yourself...heres a deep thought....ask yourself this....what great thing would you attempt if you knew you would not fail...

we have all seen our fair share of pain...we all have problems, some maybe more than others but none more signaficant or take some sort of higher ground of pain because we all feel pain...like a cut...no matter what the size...the size of a lil paper cut or someone choping ya head off with an ax..lol the end result is that they both produce blood...some more than others but it still bleeds. Its the cards we were delt...we...you...can all sit there...pissin and moanin about what you got delt but your stuck with it no matter what. Its how you play your hand is what makes the difference. You can sit there...throw them all in...give up...beg the dealer for new cards...but the end result is still the same...your stuck with it. Some peeps complain about them over and over again to the point where the cards themselves have been forgotten. When all is said and done, and your sitting there, on your death bed thinkin about the life you lead, the choices you have made, will you be satisfied with what you have accomplished, or will you be dissapointed.

theres always someone out there that has it worse than you...believe it or not..and just because they choose to share it, let it be known...that doesnt make peeps look any less of them...just gives them the desire to help. but if that peep doesnt take the steps to make things right for themselves...thats when reality comes and pokes ya in the eye...and you will never know the hardships some peeps have...there are those who choose to keep it inside, deny themselves the will to have that part of them obtain some sort of closure...these are the ones who hurt the most in my eyes...Because unlike the ones who have such inner power to voice their hardships, the ones that keep it to themselves because they dont possess the strenght to do so. ah and hurt themselves even more in the process...lol na im not speakin from personal experience or nothing...

so sim...keep your head up...
stand up for what ya believe in, even if your standing alone...

and for all ya think with ya stomaches...
as you wonder through life
whatever your goal may be
keep your eye upon the donut
not upon the hole


Sugah

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damn....lol
it didnt look that long when i was typin away wit ma rant...lol

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Originally posted by Sugarbean ok...lets all say it together....lol constructive critisism... sim i wasnt tryin to piss u off...if u took it that way then im sorry...but you gotta help yourself out...none of us ta's like to see you like this...we all want you to get better...but the steps dont start with us helping you....they start with you helping yourself... so you think self confidence comes with looks huh...that you'll get a grip on reality alright - see you around..lol wuts that supposed to mean...heres reality...which some peeps refuse to accept, others choose to ignore, and some come to understand it and react the way that i am. People cant help those that cant help themselves...no matter how hard they try. After a while people just get fed up with all the self pity and trying to defer that by building some sort of false sense of greatness which has gained strangth solely on the statements made by other people...for whom which feeds that false sense of self esteem. Most or all of these comments are only said because they hope to make the person feel better. But enevidibly creates a false sense of securtiy which you become dependent on. And if peeps havent fed it enough...here comes the sad faces...ok so one of the points im trying to get across...and this is the last im sayin on this here topic...it does you absolutly no good...if your depressed...no matter how wrong you think i am...to surround yourself with peeps who feed this need that some depressed peeps strive to obtain. Their empty attempts to comfort and falsely praise a peep for things not normally praised for...all in hopes of raising this peeps spirit...All this is doing is setting you up for faliure. No other person can provide you with self esteem, if you dont have any to begin with...and you gain what you think is self esteem by being with someone whom you believe gave you it...what happens when that person is removed from the picture...you crash...harder than before...so this empty thoughtless need for a companion shouldnt be the first thing on any peeps mind who doesnt have enough pride in themselves to find a need to be happy or whatever...You can be modivated...even inspired by peeps with self esteem but no one cant give it to you.... you say that "its alright for me cuz i aint ulgy" wuts the good in puttin yourself down...you seek approval and praise...and the need is neverending...thats soo deep...and i am hoping you arent taking this wrong...because im just speakin da truth...yea so because this need is neverending...you will become worse and worse when peeps arent providing...then you put yourself down...and the cycle starts again...complements...lifts ya up...as they start to calm down...you start to fall...you put yourself down...the complements start..and the cycle goes around and around...never going anywhere but that one circle...but if you feed it to yourself...if you start to believe in yourself...like i said before...pick one thing...and build on that...you cant fail...unless you wanna fail yourself...heres a deep thought....ask yourself this....what great thing would you attempt if you knew you would not fail... we have all seen our fair share of pain...we all have problems, some maybe more than others but none more signaficant or take some sort of higher ground of pain because we all feel pain...like a cut...no matter what the size...the size of a lil paper cut or someone choping ya head off with an ax..lol the end result is that they both produce blood...some more than others but it still bleeds. Its the cards we were delt...we...you...can all sit there...pissin and moanin about what you got delt but your stuck with it no matter what. Its how you play your hand is what makes the difference. You can sit there...throw them all in...give up...beg the dealer for new cards...but the end result is still the same...your stuck with it. Some peeps complain about them over and over again to the point where the cards themselves have been forgotten. When all is said and done, and your sitting there, on your death bed thinkin about the life you lead, the choices you have made, will you be satisfied with what you have accomplished, or will you be dissapointed. theres always someone out there that has it worse than you...believe it or not..and just because they choose to share it, let it be known...that doesnt make peeps look any less of them...just gives them the desire to help. but if that peep doesnt take the steps to make things right for themselves...thats when reality comes and pokes ya in the eye...and you will never know the hardships some peeps have...there are those who choose to keep it inside, deny themselves the will to have that part of them obtain some sort of closure...these are the ones who hurt the most in my eyes...Because unlike the ones who have such inner power to voice their hardships, the ones that keep it to themselves because they dont possess the strenght to do so. ah and hurt themselves even more in the process...lol na im not speakin from personal experience or nothing... so sim...keep your head up... stand up for what ya believe in, even if your standing alone... and for all ya think with ya stomaches... as you wonder through life whatever your goal may be keep your eye upon the donut not upon the hole Sugah

DAMN... you gota psych degree?

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whoa...that was long...
I think i know exactly what you're trying to tell him...I've had an experience similar to that. I was for a long time depressed and down about everything. My life, my job, where i lived, what i had accomplished in my 23 1/2 yrs on this planet. No matter what I thought of it just wasn't good enough in my eyes. This all stems from being in a relationship where I had as sugarbean points out, someone there to tell me that what I had done was nothing to be ashamed of. Well that person is gone now but I've managed to drag my ass back to normal state of mind. When I was depressed, everything depressed me. One little bad thing would happen and it just got worse from there. But thats only becuase I allowed it. Now, my confidence level is back, I'm smiling all the time again. I now enjoy my job, my lifestyle and everything is much better for me. All i had to do was start with one thing and turn it around. I started it all by reconnecting with my friends. I started to hang out again and have a good time, next thing you know, my job was better...so on and so on. So sim, i agree 100% with sugarbean. Pick one thing in your life that makes you happy or u think needs to be improved and see it done. Go through with it and don't stop until you reach your goal. Once that goal is reached everything else will fall in place. I know you think that nothing like this can be done but you're wrong because in your mind you've already failed. Get over that, start all over and things will fall into place.

damn, sorry to make this a novel forum
phAze

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Originally posted by DJ Juno DAMN... you gota psych degree?

not yet...lol
as of now...ma standing is that of a completed second year pre-med student...im concentrating on psych and sociology, but i have been mostly stuck takin mostly borin required bioscience and math courses...

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