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| quote: | Originally posted by Dj_Skez
Marc Summers, please stfu, you're like a dumb little kid who made one of the worst threads I've ever read in my 3 years on TA , instead of waiting on your father to die, why don't you get off your fucking computer you damn geek and have a sit down with him, help him thrugh his problems instead of whinning about it on a internet forum you pathetic fuck.
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My last post on this forum will be in response to this imbecile, great. 
You are but a pimple on a flea. This goes for everyone, including myself.
I've made some pretty shitty decisions over the past few years. I've always been internet savvy. The first time I got the internet, AOL was logging how many minutes I spent online. The endless amount of information was an ideal environment for a sponge like myself. Tranceaddict for me, was when curiosity and interest transformed into a grotesque addiction. And No, I am not an "Outsider" or a "Nerd". I was accepted, and still am, my life is complicated, I'm sure yours are as well, so you can understand. Though, I was always, "Out there", I weaseled my way into every group you and I can imagine. Tranceaddict is an excellent community for upcoming DJ, producers and obviously "Trance addicts", but I've turned it into something it's not, and I just can't deal with it anymore. I've escaped reality when I come on here. I come home from class, in a bad mood, and I post in the Chill Out Room to unwind. How is this any different from alcoholism? I doubt very much that any of you treat tranceaddict the way I do, but if you do see a similarity in your lifestyle please re-evaluate every single thing in your life, and this is coming straight from the heart.
I've turned into a sad individual. I looked in the mirror this morning and became disgusted because of the idiotic things I have done in the past few months.
This is me. This thread did push me toward the feelings I have today. Skez's comments did nothing but increase my gratitude toward this site (This being said just so you don't get any wrong ideas, Skez). I am not judging any of you, I'm just giving you warning.
This isn't a suicide note. Please don't take this out of context.
Maybe I'll see some of you IRL, some of you know my name, so please do check up on me in the local newspapers, because I'm bound to be plastered on there for one thing or another (All positive things, goofs  ) in the near future. I also have a bit of a temper, so please don't come to my house unannounced.
Here's one last "LOL" and one last "Buttseckz". 
Goodbye. 2006's biggest loser award: Me.
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