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im smiling because I am single, and can do anything i want and dont have to deal with womens craziness. I had enough money this summer to do everything i wanted and more without working. Im going to UW pre-law in 3 months, followed by law school. I am taking my last class starting monday that fills my transfer degree to the UW. I am gonna work for 3 months and supercharge my SVT focus, bringing it to 300 hp, 300 ft lbs torque.
I am the heaviest Ive ever been by 10 lbs with almost the lowest fat percentage ive ever had. Im stronger, and healthier, than I have ever been. My diet and workouts have gotten rid of the chronic listlessness and depression i have had for the last 12 years. I finally figured out which haircut I like the best on myself after trying everything from razor'd head to dreadlocks.
I feel more connected to God than i ever have, and have started going to church again, and finding new meaning to the Word. I feel thankful for everything in this world that has allowed me to overcome obstacles and cherish the things I love.
Life is simple, yet perfectly balanced, and my balancing act is no longer the knife edge of depression or anxiety, but the broad path of a walk sheltered by the hand of God.
Life is good  and I cannot think of anything I want right now besides a girlfriend, but I want that in the future, because I know that the odds of finding a woman who can keep up with my energy and zest for life are next to zero.
Im gonna go take a hot shower now, and get into some pants and a sweater, and then go to costco.
Almost forgot! and I gots the myriad of personalities on TA, some who have actually become pretty damn good friends (as far is it can go hehe)
You all rock! even the ones I dont like ;D
edit* for you smartarses who say im a jerk on the boards, I never said God doesnt still get annoyed with me from time to time 
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