Some sad+fuckedup artwork:

http://boobookittyfuck.deviantart.c...rder=9&limit=60

well im not hoping to understand what anyone else here is saying, as most here get pissed when people try to help them.

overwhelmingly tho- if you talk shit about people telling you to try to get out a live your life you need to understand that everyone has a shitty life. maybe not all the time, maybe not visibly, maybe drug induced or not, but shit goes down. dont think that you are different just cause you feel like shit. if everyone was happy all the time things might run smoothly on this planet...if thats not evidence enough - i dunno what is|

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'That's like telling a Kodiak bear to stop fcking older men.'

You just need anal sex.

No, I'm not kidding. It works miracles.

orbax, for the record...i was 20 till i had my first boyfriend...

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Originally posted by Orbax so I humped her head and it made her laugh.

You humped her head??? What hole did you stick it in, the ear?

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Originally posted by Dj_Psygnosis You humped her head??? What hole did you stick it in, the ear?

Pffftt, Sasha has sex with my ears all the time

Its not that I feel bad about not having a girlfriend. Im just kinda sad that both the ineffable "her" and myself are missin out on some good times hehe. Ah well, im not going to settle, or be miserable, and happiness is an elusive prize. I dont think it should be easy to get, but also...darn society for letting us get a discerning mind by the time we are of marriagable age. Wouldnt it be easier if we were all 13 again?

Too many people get into relationships because they feel pressured into feeling like they "should" be with someone. Or they arent doing anything else so might as well. Im all for friends with benefits, but too much responsibility for the other persons happiness gets laid on you when you decide to go steady if you dont truly love the person.

You can love them on a deep friendship level and a "i want you to be pleased" level, but living together love is a whole nu' thang.

Thats my semi deep thought, can be summond up as a "Nothing less than happiness" kind of motto.

Also I just kinda grabbed her forehead and pumped the back of her skull, no penetration hehe. It was like a dog hump. Hahaha, ohh man, I laughed so hard, it woulda been worth it even if she didnt stop crying.

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Originally posted by Orbax Basically, from having had every kind of depression from chemical to SAD to realizing WTF I HAVENT HAD A GF IN 20 YEARS! Then I think about it and I can either think of how that makes me a loser, or justify it (no girls are awesome enough to bask in my greatness, rain means i can drink more, mmm pills are yummy!) Basically, you gotta make the decision before you get depressed of what youre gonna do when you get depressed. I say im gonna work out no matter what, im gonna run no matter what, im gonna smile and hug my mom no matter what. I will do the best job i can at work, NO MATTER WHAT. After you realize that no single area can be affected by your depression, you combine all of those, and even though you dont get the seratonin happy feeling, you can still get just as drunk, high, adrenaline/endorphined rush as anything. Basically, "Get over yourself" was the toughest lesson I ever learned, and its the most important.

same thing i learned from being depressed...have fun don't care what ohters think and say....do things that make YOU happy

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Originally posted by maria111 maybe this is a stupit and silly post and most of you you are going to say:this is shit girl but just wanted to say...i am wonder...does anyone feels alone?i mean generally...everyone have their friends family,boyfriend,girlfriend,some of you sex drugs,crazy things...but does any of you have think and feel so alone?i think that this will sound silly but feel so so alone some times...usually this happens suddenly...wake up this morning for example and just choose to listen people want to be needed from magik 7 and just cry and cry for hours....i mean sometimes most times to be honest cant sleep the night(suffering from is insomnia)and cant sleep and just waiting to see the sunset to relax a bit and then i am going to sleep....does anyone feel the same or i am the only one....

ahh maria
yeah it sounds like you are getting a little bout of depression, i wouldnt suggest going to go see a doctor right away (altho dr. montie would be happy to treat you ).
i think almost everyone suffers from feelings such as these. everyone in there own way is scared of being alone. or feels alone in some way.
yeah everyone has their friends and their families. But most of those friends are just superficial. And many people don't get along too well with their families.
I sorta went thru similar feelings and a depression a few years ago. After a long series of events and realizations, i came to really "know my self" (or come to a better sense of self contentness) and my eyes opened up and really saw the relationships in my life that really matterd.
now that im away at university, i do have little bouts where i feel prtety lonely. i miss my family who are back home and i miss my best friend who's at another university. I have lots of friends here, but i haven't really found anyone i would consider a really true "friend."
I keep myself pretty busy tho, and i go out and have my share of fun. So it keeps my mind of things, but thats just an aversion of those feelings of lonleyness.
What i find that works best tho is to do those things that you love that bring yourself personal fulfillment.


sorry i sorta rambled a bit here.
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aye it was only now that I felt what it was like to be mentally ill. I mean you get a cold and suddenly cant imagine a life with a freely breathing nose, right? You think back in nostalgia, appreciate a properly functioning nose, the way you can breath air to the fullest and not even think abut it.
Now that's the very low level and most people have colds sooften that they even stop thinking about it.
When it's your mind, though, which is as I learned the biggest enemy out there (simultaenously your best friend , too), realizing the aforementioned things freaks you out. You see that even the most obvious thing, a normally woking mind, the way you fit into reality, the way you perceive it..even that is not granted. And once you're there you are actually in a parallel reality. You're disconnected, you can't look through the window of your own consciousness anymore, you're locked in your misery. Worst thing is that you know its all YOUR creation, your illusion, but you cant end the film...here starts the fight, unless you already gave up. It's tough but you'll come out as a stronger person, or so I believe.

all the time