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First of all, cheers guys for all the support, it's strange how in an online community like this you can actually get to "know people". Now, for all your clarification, I'll further explain what I wrote the first time around.
I am not going into counseling because of an addiction to alcohol or any particular substance abuse. I am seeking therapy because I learned to deal with all of the problems in my life by covering them up with a lie, and it built and built upon itself to the point where I was hiding from so much that by only resorting to drinking or doing drugs could I feel good about myself for a little while. And so about a week ago my parents found out about some of this stuff I've been hiding and shit pretty much hit the fan and I told them everything. So, in accordance with my parents wishes, I am taking this step in my life to make sure that my use of either of these substances doesn't turn into abuse (my family has a history of my alcoholism so my mother was particularly worried), and to get over my depression and penchant for dealing with my problems by lying about them instead of dealing with them head on.
I will also not be leaving tranceaddict for an extended period of time as it may have come off before. At first the situation seemed much more tense than it was with my parents and I discussing this issue, but it's cooled down quite a bit being the holidays and such. I'll be seeing the therapist two days a week, so I'll still be around to piss you all off. However, now I am stuck on a 56k, so I can't harrass as quickly. 
But over the past few days it's been very good to have my tables and some good music to keep me company, and thankfully something that we can all share in is our love for the music.
Sorry to rant on about personal stuff, just thought some of you might be interested.
Happy Holidays, and here's to bigger and better things.
Rob the Knob.
(aka UWM, UVM, uwmadtrance, etc...)
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