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thanks guys
Oh man, Vtec that lung pic was really nasty....
on another note...
Tranceeyes...I love that E kitten : ) I am an e kitten myself LOL.
Busy C...I quit drinking a while ago, because it made me smoke more.....taking E makes me smoke more too but not cigarettes..Pot..I need it for the come down. But I dont think I will be quitting E for a while. I still love the feeling, I have a great connect for really cheap, and I just basically do it with my boyfriend when we are chillin in the house working on music or other things. I have a pretty high tolerance for it now, so I guess I will quit when it looses its novelty to me, but its been going on strong for a couple of years now, and I wait like at least 3 weeks in between rolls and take massive amounts of 5HTP in between to reuptake my seratonin.
Now for the smoking update.....
I didnt smoke at all yesterday...I was really edgy. I got home and found out that Verizon and Con Edision sent me disconnection notices and I KNOW for a fact all my bills were up to date, so I was on the phone with these assholes from the time I came home till they closed and then again this morning trying to figure out what happened. I found my receipts. They claimed they didnt get my April payments and it was all because of some dumb company named Cashpoint that was the company that my payment location used to pay the bills. Cashpoint supposedly owes 50 mil and went bankrupt and wasnt sending payments through to the utility companies. Then this got me even more aggrivated. ( I settled that all this morning by faxing my receipts to the comapnies)So at this point I am really pissed and start yelling at my boyfriend for no reason. Just because he was too busy into his City of Heroes video game to listen to me complain. I needed to vent so I yelled at him. We are quitting together by the way. So after that he got sick of me cursing and shit and left the house, so I started cooking dinner. I still havent had a cigarette at this point. I made some fried chicken, yellow rice and black beans in sauce. When I was done with dinner, he walked in the door with my son and bought some soda and a damn pack of NEWPORTS!!!!
I gave in an had a cigarette yesterday.
It never seems to fail, everytime I try to quit something stresses me and I run to the cigarette AGAIN!! So here I am again today trying to quit. I left all the cigarettes at home with him and left for work without any. That way I wouldnt be tempted. So.....another day....and I am going to try this again. I havent had a cigarette today, hopefully I can keep it that way.
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