|
^^^
Indeed, having a friend who can't live without E is such a heart-wrenching experience, its so bad when they are without pills and can't be happy no matter how hard they and you try. Its such an incredibly sad thing to see someone go through and its even worse knowing you can't make it better for them. All you can do is make them put up with the agony until it goes away. PLEASE don't let your life revolve around rolls, don't let it control you and dont become dependent, you and your friends will be so much happier.
Moderation is key to anything, like so many people have said before, know your limits and know yourself and think about what your doing.
now BTTfriggin'T!
chicane - soothe
Pure bliss when that jingling melody kicks in and your lying on a nice couch with your girl rubbing her down and shes just puuuuuurrrrrrrrrring, while she does the same to you. Everyone should try it at least once, it will change yer life
Motorcycle - ATRC
Maybe u should wait a couple years before trying this one to acheive its full effect, but you can seriously feel a rush coming if you know your body well enough to know when to listen to this song.
The fantastic 4(PvD, Armin, Teisto, Ferry) and many others can tell when they are playing for a crowd that is full of rolling kids. When they notice they will choose their tracks accordingly. When you hear em broadcasted live from clubs you can almost tell how much of the crowd is on something by the way they sound. When PvD came to a club in my area everyone got fucked up beyond belief, and he was dropping all those beatiful emotional tracks that everyone wanted to hear. I was in the front and I turned around and the WHOLE crowd behind me was sooooo fixated on that supersaw, everyone had that glazed over look on them. I took a picture but i lost the camera, best crowd shots I ever got too, sigh. But really, there is nothing like hearing some live trance in a crowd full of fucked up kids, even if your not high you can just feel it radiating off of everyone else and you will catch it too! Everyone was covered in sweat yet they all felt cold when they brushed up against me, smiles that you couldn't get off their faces even when u accidently elbowed them in their nose(oops). If you really wanna find good music to listen to while your on drugs go find a party where the DJ will be playing for alot of fucked up people, and make sure to get a good look at em all having fun while your out there.
If you are one of those people who enjoys getting rubbed by strangers at parties, just get in the center of the crowd(the part of the crowd that is dancing, NOT the cuddle-puddle off in the corner) Then you won't even care what your listening to cuz there will be cold wet flesh all over you. Especialy at the corwded places when a star is in town.
That used to be me, but I got a GF now so I don't care for feeling anyone elses touch so much anymore, nothing is as good as her.
Have fun!
|
But when I find myself longing for events passed, I have cd's I burned, which I made shortly after each party to remember some of the music I heard, I have you guys to talk all nostalgic with, and I have a chance that the next party I go to may be just as fun, if not better than that night. It isn't good to feel bad about parties that you aren't present for, weather they already happened or are happening somewhere you can't go to. It adds up really quickly and gets depressing pretty fast. I get over it pretty easily by just beleiving that I'll find another event that will be just as great as long as I keep looking for it, and I don't have much troule finding things to go to.
