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RandomGirl
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Re: So, I've slowly become what I had feared the most
| quote: | Originally posted by Lira
Without noticing, we may end up becoming the things we fought the most. I had never planned, and I had not expected either. It just came.
I fought against it as much as I could, as I thought it was not a part of me. In fact, I thought it was the thing that had hurt me the most, and I still think it did. Somewhat like a virus, which you can't see. Just entered myself, and slowly, it could be seen by those who passed by. I just couldn't see it myself. I wasn't aware there was a mirror.
Nor could I notice there was one. That image looked familiar, but I just couldn't tell where it had come from. The same way ice can burn, remedies can kill and uplifting trance can be depressing: I found strenght in the weakness, or so it seemed.
Was I blind? Afraid, that's what I was, rather than blind. But I'm happy now. Happy and peaceful. Not sure whether this is the real me, but I know my inner bastard will always be inside of me telling not to be such a bloody drama queen. Or maybe not.
For those of you who are wondering, no, nothing happened today, and I'm completely sober. It was just a moment of self-awareness. And a lame excuse to post this background music.
But I've truely become what I least expected. It's just a matter of dealing with it.
This thread is reserved for anyone else who's feeling weird today. |
What is the track called? I love this song but I can never remember who it's by.
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Sep-06-2004 21:37
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