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| quote: | Originally posted by dj jasonF
you mix best after a fight with your girlfriend after fucking up in school. the more unhappy you are the best. you go to your room thinking "i cant mix now" but after you put the first tune on the decks you forget everything and you play like this is the last set of your life. and when you stop... you feel like a new born baby |
im experiencing this right now, i feel fucked. my gf and i just had a fight and it wasnt pretty. She is mad at me about a miscommunication and she calls me names n shit. In our relationship till now i have never been pissed at her, i have never called her names even!
To get to the point, i cant mix. i can put up a nice track and dont feel uplifted by it, i get the same 'deep down 'angry and sad' feeling inside from her always being pissed at me. And in this case, for a mistake i didnt make ( at least not on purpose ). This makes me lose my concentration for beatmatching, when i cant get the beats matched and when i feel like this i get frustrated and say 'fuck you record' and shut the tables down.
HowEVER, when i listen to a good tune or relaxed set on mp3, then i can get into it in whatever mood. But mixing itself, no way... well, going to try it again in couple minutes i guess :/
sorry for the long vent
argh mayb i should make a topic in chill out room for this, but the story is too long and i guess few of you people are interested. hahaha gonna put up some nice deephouse now. i need it.
... or trance
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| quote: | Originally posted by Vivid Boy
i didnt read it but i saw a she in there. damn bitches |
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