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Originally posted by Dj O'Callaghan I smoke a lot, I was basicially one of them pricks at high school who thought yeah fucking smokings cool. Well I smoke well too much I've been know to smoke 60 cigs when I go like say from 7pm - 5 am its nuts, I need smoke to only because I'm addicted to nicotine, but I have a psychological addiction aswell, that I have a cig with a beer, ot after dinner so on, its mental routine and aim to crack it in future, plus my major problem is I'm naturally an agressive person, not saying I'm a nasty piece of work, but lose my temper frequently and it can get severe like the other day I had no cigs and I was drinking a cup of coffee and all of sudden some almighty rage come over me so I squeezed this cup so hard the fucking thing exploded and I cut my hands badly pissing blood everywhere lol, but I think thats my main problem I naturaly think that having a cigarettes going to calm me down when really it won't, its just my brain telling me it will, like for an instance something goes wrong and I get annoyed myfirst reaction is hit something or 'fucking hell I need a cig' I think I will probably resolve the problem of being totally dependant on cigarettes in the future maybe when I'm calm and I've settled down, like I suppose in a way everyone has their ways to calm anger mine happens to be a cig and drink, others its music, others drugs, its mostly psychological any addiction and cigarettes and much as being chemically addictive, the psychological battle of quitting is the worst to face.

very true man dis 1 time my sista was so fucken angry, dont know why, maybe coz of her bf or something, ne wayz she didn't have a smoke, so she started 2 fucken flip out and she knew dat i have some hehe of course i didn't wanna give her any coz fucken she rarely gives me any as well...but holy fuck, she started 2 flip out, making these stupid things, spitting on da wall fucken swearing so bad!! i mean literally bad, ppl next door called 2 calm down or less they call the police, so fuck i gave her the smoke and she calmed down...seriously dat is real fucken addiction, good im not like dat..i smoke like 5-8 cigs a day or less, depending if im out, over my bro's or watever im doin but ya i smoke up from time 2 time, once a week now hehe

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i had my first cig when i was 14 and by the time i was 15, i was smoking on regular basis...i use to be a social smoker when i go to clubs and all but it turned into an addiction after so many nights clubbing..... im 19 and i smoke bout half a pack a day...i could easily go through a pack and a half when going clubbing or drinking.. its sad b/c more than the physical addiction, the the mental addiction is overwhelming.. i dont really need the nicotine much.. i get jittery at times but nothing worse...just crack my nuckles and tapping my fingers on the desk.. w/ me its more bout having somthing in my mouth and hand..so, especially after meals, i feel the urge to smoke.. which i usually end up giving into..

i hope to quit smoking sometime in the near future but its esp hard b/c majority of the ppl that i socialize w/ smoke.. and most of the non smokers usually dont mind too much bout the smoke b/c living in this city.... u can hardly get away from smoke

my father just quit smoking and has been clean for 2months now after so many years of smokeing.. he was able to do it w/ those gums that have particles of nicotine in them. id try it but, perosonally, its not the nicotine that im addicted to so i fear that ill actually get addicted to the nicotine in those gums and get dependent on them.. :/

im a faithful Marlboro Lights smoker... and if not i smoke Mild Seven Lights.... and i also smoke weed/hashish OCCASINALLY ,and WHAAAA i love, but thats a different story 'ROFFL'

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Swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears."

Siggies. Gotta hate them. I started when I was 13 and before I knew it I was smoking 15-20 a day. Now I'm 17 and I've managed to quit in a way. I still smoke at parties and such, but not at school or in normal weekdays. In addition I discovered I have astma, so smoking probable isn't my best move.

And weed, haven't tried it yet. Alchohol is enough for me so far..

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