ima quickly touch the suicide issue. Look it ain't a solution because it ends up hurting many ppl that you think don't care. I've seen the problems that suicide plays with families. Look, if you have depression problems, talk to ppl, get help, if that fails, talk to me via pm, i'd be happy to help ppl out. You can conquer depression and i'm living proof of it. So in conclusion, suicide is pointless and stupid (not sure ppl will agree with me but oh well)

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Oh yeah...

I had such a phase left behind me not very long ago. It was terrible ... I also didn't want to tell anyone cuz it was sooo much that went wrong and bad ... everyday there was a new shit that happened ... first I was also sayin' "well, f*ck it" ... but every day a new shit happened. Finally I was so down I really thought about how it would be when I kill myself. Every day I recieved a new punch into my soul ... everything was shit at this time. there were so much big probs and everyday there was a new one ... small or big, that didn't matter ... the fact did matter. I thought about what would be when all would be over. But it went on and on. I was really very down at this point.
But then one evening there happened something that gave me the whole life back! Suddenly I noticed that you can see positive things in all bad things ... and a feeling grow up in me, that I'll never give up. Everything that happened seemed so clear now and I really laughed about it that time. I was feeling so excited and lifted up that I hardly could sleep that night. I saw through! I saw the positive things of life again. Hell, I'll never forget that day! This day gave me my life back! And now I realized that it can be very hard to have a happy life ... but this day I told myself that I'll fight for my life. Against every prob that crosses my way. I decided to go my way. and that's what I'm doin' now. Now I saw that life could be damn hard and I knew now. Now some of the problems are still here, but I don't care about them any more. I don't say "f*ck it", 'I just don't think about them.

Hope u will get out of that too, trancearmada.

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Originally posted by astroboy I know exactly what you mean. I had exactly the same thing - you just feel like shit 90% of the time and you can only see the bad side of any situation you're in . I know this might sound kinda lame, My dad told me to get healthy sleeping habits and get some exercise - it actually worked! I took my old man's advice and started going to sleep at 10:30, getting up at 8, jogging every morning and doing pushups, chinups and shit like that. It made me feel like i was on drugs man. I just became much more positive, I enjoyed just being alive, smelling the air. I took up Kung fu again (i had quit it earlier) and i forgot all about the depression. This might sound crap but it worked for me and I recommend you try it before some doctor tells you to take drugs - that should be your last resort. Drugs are the most unnatural way to deal with any problem and they almost always have side effects. Anyway, hope that helps. Good luck tavarish

yeah the above actually works....if u got time for sleep, and exercise....otherwise, depression sucks, i was myself depressed about a coulple of years ago for about 7 months straight...it sucked, but then i snapped out of it...cant remember how, but i just started making more friends, and doing stuff with my life....

hope things get better for you!

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Originally posted by Eugene Man, all of us TAs here are depressed what's going on

maybe there is a connection between trance music and depression....i really think there is!

you see, for me, trance music puts me into a "trance", well true!
i listen and dream about the good times, and maybe this does the same for many other ppl on here whe found trance to help them not think of the negative....so....

i certanly dont think trance can solve any depression problems though, unless u hook up with other positive ppl who like trance and all go have fun and dance to trance music

>JM<

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Originally posted by Juricimo i certanly dont think trance can solve any depression problems though, unless u hook up with other positive ppl who like trance and all go have fun and dance to trance music >JM<

your right
i think dancing makes one feel better

but i´m interested if anybody ever couldn´t do anything when he heard a track while he was in a middle of the dance floor
i mean that this track was so damn amazing that you can´t express your feelings anymore with dancing or anything else...so you only can listen to the music and just stand there watch the ppl and see the show going on...
i never experienced something like that though

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thanx everyone, I am slowly getting out of it, at least it feels like it!
some of your advice has helped me, I need sleep now!
will write a bigger responce tomorow!

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Well i hope this cheers u up a bit, but i think your sig is pretty cool. I laughed my arse off the first time i saw it!

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Originally posted by trancearmada thanx everyone, I am slowly getting out of it, at least it feels like it! some of your advice has helped me, I need sleep now! will write a bigger responce tomorow!

thats good to hear that you're getting better. depression is an awful thing to deal with and yes that sig is priceless. LOL

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ya, life can be pretty depressing

even extremely depressing...

but it can also be extremely enjoyable & extremely lovable




so...just live & learn

...& u will be a better person (i hope/think)

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